Y/n Stark

3 am

Y/n POV

„Bruce what is going on with her?" I could hear the conversation and voices get clearer with every second. „Well i don't know yet but what happened before she passed out?" he asked fidgeting with some things in the med bay. „She zoned out and after that her nose began to bleed. She passed out after that. Nothing more happened." it was Nat this time speaking up. „God can you guys be a little quieter? It's so loud in here." I began to stir up from my laying position. My eyes adjusted to the light quickly and everyone gathered around me.
Bruce on the Edge of the bed and Nat on my right As Wanda is on my left. They look terrified.
„why are you looking at me like that?" I asked curiously. „You scared us to death. Y/n what is going on?" Wanda asked rubbing my cheek.
„Everything's fine." Nat raised her brows at my answer. „Cut it Stark. You can be honest with us. You know your body better then us. What was going on?" Nat was pissed but this is the way she shows how much she cares. „I was just feeling light headed. It's nothing to worry about."
„Y/n please. What is going on?" Wanda pleaded in a soft but concerned way. „I was trying to bring my powers back." I whispered and they all shared a confused look. „You what?" Nat asked still a bit mad. „Y/n I told you to go easy on yourself. We don't know what damage this will bring." Bruce added and The concern on their faces grew.
„Do you have a Death wish?" Nat asked furiously.
„Nat Stop it." Wanda interrupted in a warning manner. „No I am not. I don't say that often but I do it now. I can't see you like this anymore." I don't understand why she is so angry. I know we fought from time to time wich belongs to a friendship. But I've never seen her like this. „Can't see me like what Nat?" I asked getting up from my laying position.

„You careless. Careless with your life and I can't see you like this anymore. It hurts. Every time. I love you and you know it and that's why I am angry with you but you need to be more careful. I lost you more than I can count and I don't want to lose my best friend. I couldn't take it anymore." the med bay fell into silence wich wasn't comfortable.
She never showed me how much she cares. I always knew that we care for each other but we both never put it into words. Especially not her.
„I am not careless Nat." she shook her head no.
„You Are. Everyone sees it. The only person who doesn't see it is you. Let us take care of you and we will go through it together." she grabbed onto my hand squeezing it tight. „You're not alone bubs. We're her with you. The powers don't define you."
Wanda added and I saw how their eyes glossed in tears. „I just feel u-useless without them."
„That's not true. I still see the person I knew years ago. Before you went on the mission. Your a scientist. Brilliant. You earned the brain from your father. This is your power. The goofy Y/n who is throwing terrible jokes in inappropriate situations. My best friend. Wandas girlfriend and so much more. Just don't push yourself. It will come when it comes." Nat poured her emotions out wich isn't happening that often and I am so proud that she is opening up. „My jokes are good Romanoff." I let out a chuckle and she joined. „I poured my heart out and this is what is stuck in your head?" she shook her head laughing while whipping her tears away. „If it makes you sleep at night that your jokes are good than they are. But just don't throw yourself away. You got so much more to live." she added and I tilted my head. „You mean I got so much more bad jokes to tell. I know you miss them." she slapped my shoulder playfully.

„Stop it Stark. Just let this go through your head. We love you. But you need to rest." she said giving me a kiss on my forehead. Wanda sat down next to me and Bruce left the med bay with Nat.
„I've never seen her like This." Wanda said in a whisper watching as they leave. „Me neither. I mean we know each other for long but we never shared our emotions fully. We didn't feel like it was necessary y'know." I answered and she looked back at me. „I know what you mean. She was there for me when I lost Pietro. She took care of me and I can't thank her enough for it. If it wasn't for her I'd be lost." i smiled gently at her leaning back into bed. „You Never talk about him. How is he?" she looked a bit taken back at my question.
„Sorry You don't need to tell me if you don't feel like it." I added and she shook her head taking my hand in hers. „He is the most protective person I know. He is goofy and has a really flirty personality." I smiled at her as I saw how her eyes lit up in happiness. „He sounds like a great brother. I wish I could have met him." she nod in agreement. „You would have loved him. And I think he would have loved you too. I could see how you would prank each other with your goofy personality's." I laughed at her answer. She looked so happy talking about him. „I am sure he is proud of you." she tilted her head in confusion. „You think so?" she asked and i nod yes. „I know so. From the way you talk about him he sound like someone who just wants you to be happy. I hope you are." she whipped happy tears away and this warmed my heart. „Thank you Y/n." I looked at her confused. „For what?" I asked. „That you don't talk about him in the past tense. You talk about him as if he is still around us. Nobody did it before." I nod yes leaning forward to her stroking her cheek.
„Of course babe. I would be happy to hear more story's about him when your up to it." she nod leaning into my touch. „I will." she said smiling softly at me. „And I am happy with you. You make me happy." she grinned now and I couldn't help but smile bright at her. „Come here. I want you next to me." I patted at my bed side signing her to join.
„I don't think There is enough space bubs." As she got up. „Well This means that we need to cuddle close. So come on chop chop. I want you here." she giggled and crawled up next to me leaning agains my chest and surrounding her arms around my waist. „You should rest bubs." I hummed in agreement feeling tired again as I take in her warmth. „I want cotton candy babe." she looked up at me confused. „You want what bubs? Cotton candy? Where is that coming from?" she laughed lightly while looking up at me. „I know you want some too. As soon as everything is back to normal I will take you out on a date. I've never did. You deserve it." I mumbled in tiredness. „I don't care about those things. As long as we stay together. This is everything I want." I opened one eye glancing down at her. „I know just say yes."
She giggled once again kissing my cheek gently.
„Of course I will say yes. We could use the distraction." I hummed in agreement and drifted off to sleep letting my body rest once again.