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Y/n POV
Our flight was decent and it went pretty well wich I didn't expect. I haven't controlled the Quinjet in a long time. I wasn't really talking to Wanda because I was lost in my thoughts once again. Every mile we came closer my anxiety grew bigger and heavier.
Eventuell We flew through the clouds of New York and the compound got clearer with every second.
I was jumping with my leg up and down tracing to collect myself wich didn't work really well.
„Hey. We're gonna be fine alright." Wanda placed her hand on my lap calming me instantly.
She is really calming me down when I need it the most and some times she is just making me blow up.
I just nod as I landed the Quinjet on the empty landing field. I opened the hatch and we walked down finding the team standing only a couple meters away. My subconscious was looking for one face, wich I actually didn't want to but I still did.
My dad wasn't there. How pathetic. What else would I think off? Him standing here with wide open arms?

„Wanda, Y/n. Good to have you back." Steve approached us first giving us a big hug separately.
„Good to be back Rogers." I answered as I tapped his back. „I missed you two mid guardians." his deep voice came from the side pulling us both into a big bear hug. „Yeah my favorite god." I greeted him.
„Thor could you please let us breath." Wanda coughed while letting out a laugh. „Sure lady Maximoff. Sorry." he tapped our shoulders releasing us from the tight hug. „If you don't mind I would like to check on you later." Bruce came closer giving each of us a light hug. „Sure As You wish." I said smiling at him softly. „And what about me? Am i not getting a hug?" Nat's voice was closer than ever and I loved to have her around again. I turned around and saw her standing there with crossed arms.
„I am saving the best for last dumbass." I opened my arms wide pulling her into a tight hug. We stood there for minutes as the others were making conversation about some stuff. „I missed you. I hope you're a bit better." she whispered into my ear stroking the back of my head. I let out a sight „I will be don't worry." and I released from the hug.
„Come her Wands. I didn't forget you." Nat walked past me greeting Wanda lovingly.

I glanced over at Steve who was standing there looking concerned over to me. I nod into the direction of the common area in the compound and he followed me close by. „So." he began but I didn't let him finish what he started. „Sorry for interrupting you Steve but am I missing something?
Since the call from Nat I have a bad feeling of coming home without any problems. You've been acting strange. Nat was strange on the phone telling me I can come home, not sounding happy about it. So what is going on? I guess I am gonna find out soon enough." he looked down to the ground while we walked further into the halls of the compound.
„We didn't mean to scare you that way. We were all surprised too." I furrowed my brows.
„Surprised? What do you mean by that?"
He let out a sight rubbing his eyes in tiredness.
„Look there is something you should know about Tony-." he stopped mid way talking.
„I was just about to ask where my beloved dad' is.
So spill the beans Rogers."
He nod and started to open up.
„Well he is retiring for a long time." this confused the shit out of me. „I don't get it. Retiring? Isn't that a Good thing? He promised mom he would retire one day with her in a small house outside of the city." I answered and he just shook his head.
„No Y/n. You gotta listen. Not retiring in this way...
He is actually in prison." I felt like my heart stopped at his answer. I don't want to believe what he just said because that sounds crazy. I am still extremely mad at him for acting the way he did towards me when I came back but he ist still my dad after all.
„Are you joking? Is this some messed up joke he told you to do?" he didn't answer and this made me go crazy. „Come on our dad!!" I rotated shouting out loud just to make sure if he is hiding in some corner.
„Y/n am sorry. We couldn't stop him."
I turned towards him seeing how sorry he looks. Now everyone is following us inside as they Heard- me shout out loud. „So You're telling me. My dad left for prison. Just so I can come home?" dreadful silence builded up and I saw all eyes on me practically staring holes through me. „You can't be serious Rogers." I didn't want to cry but the tears danced around my eyes showing more and more with every blink. „How could you let him? I told you not to take anything on you." my eyes landed on Nat.
„Nat. I told you not to let someone take my felony's on their shoulders. God why can't nobody listen for once." my voice started to rise uncontrollably.
„I am sorry Y/n. I was trying to hold him back. We all did. But he was to stubborn and he sorted everything out with Secretary Ross. He didn't even let us go into this meeting with him." I wiped my tears away fast or else I wouldn't stop crying.
„We Are working on getting him back okay. We won't stop until he is back." I shook my head no closing my eyes shut for a moment. „I am not letting you do that. He did something I didn't ask for. So I will be the one bringing him back." with that I left the room.

I felt how footsteps walked behind me but I heard them Muffed wich means that they are a bit far away. I walked into any room near me and closed the door shut. I didn't or attention to where I was I just wanted to be alone. I leaned against the closed door pulling my knees up to my chest. My head landed on my knees crying my eyes out. Why does everyone leave. I can't stand it that he went to jail just to bring me home. I didn't had my quiet time for long. Foot steps approached my door and went quiet staining in front of it. I heard a soft knock. „Hey Y/n it's me. Could you let me in?" I held my breath trying not to suppress my cry. I sniffed trying to collect my voice again. „Please leave." I heard her sight „Well I would but you actually went into my room and locked yourself in there. Soo..." I lifted my head up looking around and realizing that I am in Wanda's room.
Damn it. I can't even find my own room from all the emotions running through me. I scrubbed aside opening the door still sitting on the ground.
She walked in seeing me sitting there but I didn't look up to her. I turned my head to the side avoiding her gaze. She closed the door and sat down in front of me joining me on the ground. „Hey look at me." she lifted my head with her hand letting me look into her direction. I sniffed once again before talking. „Sorry for... bursting into you're room. I was distracted and I thought it was mine." she chuckled slightly at me. „That's fine don't worry about it. I just wanted to check on you." I just nod yes not saying anything at first. „You know that they didn't mean to let this happen. Tony is just as stubborn as you Are. Plus he is you're father so he just wants to protect you." I shook my head at her statement. „I know and I am sorry that I let it out on the team. But he never acted this way. I was good on my own for a long time. I didn't ask to be protected. Not in this way."
She nod adjusting my answer. „You protected people too. You protected the team in you're mission in Germany. You saved and protected me when I got shot. Nobody asks to be protected but you always have some people jumping in when it gets steamy.
So. Let me ask you this. What would you do if it was you're kid?" my eyes glued to hers not looking away for a second. „I would tear the world apart for them if I have to." she smiled at me and I realized what she just did. „Exactly I would do it that way too. I think you can relate now a little bit more am i right?"
I nod and wiped my tears away. „I hate the way you make me feel." I bursted out wich i actually didn't want to. „What do you mean?" she furrowed her brows in confusion. „Vulnerability. Like I can't hide anything from you. Not anymore even if I want to. You see me the way I am and I am fucking terrified that I will scare you away." she times her head softly.
„You won't be able to scare me away. Being vulnerable isn't a weakness Y/n. We both know how hard it ended the last time when you opened up to you're ex. But I am not you're ex. I am not letting anything happen to you. So you can try you're best on pushing me away. But just like I told you before. I al not going anywhere. I am here to stay." and with that said she pulled me into a warm and loving hug just like I was used to when she hugged me. I let my weight fall onto her relaxing instantly as I let her sent went through my body. „I can't thank you enough for the things you do and say Wanda." I talked into her shoulder. „You don't have to thank me for that." she hugged me for so long that I actually fell asleep on her.

Wanda POV
After some minutes of hugging her breath became slower. So I assume she fell asleep. I checked and saw how she drifted away while I was hugging her.
I smiled at myself seeing how she is letting her guard down a bit more wich is a big process for her and for me. „Let's put you to bed hm." I picked her up and put her down onto my bed. I tugged her in pulling the blanket up to her neck. She cuddled in like a little kid who missed their bed. I gave her a kiss ok the forehead stroking the hair behind her ear. I turned to give her some quiet time. Right before I walked out I heard a muffed „love you." this made me freeze in my spot. I turned and saw how she was fast asleep. Did she really just say I love you? And she didn't even realize it? „Love you too." and with that I left my room letting her sleep. My smile didn't leave me because I was still taking in that she said it for the first time. Under those conditions. I thought she would make a big deal out of it. Who knows maybe she won't realize it and she will say it some day again. But this reinsurance made me feel at ease.
She loves me too.