Y/n Stark

Bundle of papers

Y/n POV

„I actually don't want to get up Wanda." I exclaimed and she giggled while laying on my chest hugging me. „As You said before we have a lot of work to do. So chop chop." she clapped my shoulder getting up to collect her clothes that where laying on the ground. „Yeah. It sucks to work on this. I can already tell how hard this will be." I got up to throw my pile of clothes who laid all over my room. „Friday lights on." I demanded and I saw Wanda across the room getting dressed. I was already done with getting dressed so I could let her see me again. I just don't want her to see my scars. Not yet. „do you mean mentally hard or physically hard?" she asked me slipping into her shirt. „Mostly mentally I think. I just feel overloaded with emotions and memories. I just hope it won't weight so much on my shoulders anymore you know." I said while getting my laptop from the desk. „If it's to much for you we can give the task to someone else. I am sure some others in the team can take you're work." I shook my head no sliding into my shoes. „No it's fine. I think this needs to be done by me. I don't think that There will be any surprises." she raised a brow at my answer.
„Well You're life is full of surprises and not the happy kinds. So if anything doesn't feel right just tell me and we will stop." and I smiled at her for how she cares for me. „Thank you Wands. I appreciate it that you're doing it with me." she came closer giving me a  cheeky kiss on my nose. „I will do everything with you by you're side bubs. So let's go get the papers." and we moved to the lab to collect everything we need.

„Okay that's a lot but I think you're wiggly woos can help." I stoped mid way slapping my inner self for saying this. „My what?" she asked laughing.
„w-wiggly woos?! Sorry that nickname for you're powers just slipped out I can stop with it." I said and she just shook her head. „No it's fine. It's cute when you say it." she answered while laughing out loud.
„Alright... so let's go get this behind us as fast as we can. I am sure my dad is getting impatient in his cell. Guess he knows now how it is to be trapped." I said it sarcastically but Wanda didn't take it well. She looked surprised at the way I am talking about it.
„Sorry. I-I try to cope like this... if you can even name it cope... Anyways. Let's go." I said and took the bundled papers to my room while Wanda followed with the other papers. „Where do you want the papers?" she asked me while we got into my room. „Just put them on the desk and we will go through them one by one." I said tilting my head into the direction of my desk. „Alright I will start with this one. It looks pretty heavy so I might find something." I said with the last bundle of papers in my hands. „Yeah I will take this one. Tell me if you find anything." she said and I nod while we sat down on my bed.

My papers actually brought something good in the first place. I got a lot of transfer forms in between the last five years. Friday selected the most important ones so I could find them quick.
I placed the most important transfer papers aside so that I could find them quick in no time.

Wanda POV
I was keeping an close eye on Y/n while reading through the papers. I hope she doesn't find anything major wich will hurt her. Most of my papers where conversations between hydra and Secretary Ross.
One caught my eye and I couldn't believe what I was reading. „My son is intertwining with Tony Stark's daughter. I believe that he will distract her enough to get everything we need. He has wrapped her around his finger. Soon we will have the weapon prepared and we can cooperate with the government. Soon we will rule the country and destroy everyone who will cross us. Even the Avengers won't have a chance. Heil Hydra!" This was a letter written to Ross from Schmidt. WHAT? Thomas is Schmidt's son? Thomas was hired to distract her so that he can get closer to the weapon they where building. This is messed up. I glanced into Y/n's direction just to see how focused she is on her papers. While she is chewing on a pen she is flicking through the papers. She can't find out about this. She will be even more destroyed to find this out. I folded the paper together and put it into the back pocket of my jeans. „Hey i know you don't talk about the Time at Hydra. But can I ask you something?" she stopped flicking the papers and looked up at me confused on why I ask this question now. „I mean yeah I don't talk a lot about it but some day I have to. So go ahead." she said while still having the pen in the corner of her mouth.
„D-did you talk to Thomas when he was there?" Her eyes widen at my question and she took the pen out of mouth playing with it anxiously. „I have. But it was pretty messed up." I just nod at her and she talk further. „H-he visited me once. After he shot me and I regained consciousness. He said that he wasn't one of them. He wanted to ‚help' me but I don't believe this and I think that he just wanted to push his guilt aside so that he could have a better feeling about it. He was working for them all along. That's what he told me. Eventually he tricked me in that time but I won't fall for it again."
„How do you feel towards him?" she raised a brow at this question. „You mean if I feel any sympathy for him? That's is demented if you think I have any positive feeling towards him. Wanda he is my past and you are my future. I feel rage. That I was his marionette all along. Like he didn't care. The time that we spend together. The nights that we shared. The memories we created. It hurts still but I don't know how I will act if I see him again." she lowered her head feeling bad for opening up like this. „Hey look at me." I raised her head with my fingers. „I am glad you could open up about it. I really am. This means a lot to me and it's important to talk about you're emotions. No matter if they are good or bad." I smiled gently at her and she nod adjusting my answer. „Did you find anything valuable in you're papers?" she asked pointing down at the bundle of paper. „Not much. A couple conversations between Ross and hydra but we will sort them out." I answered and she nod once again. „And did you find anything?" I asked her and she nod taking a couple of papers showing me them. „He has a lot of Money transfer forms between him and hydra. He also sent a lot of government weapons. They all are working with each other. I mean I don't know if the government knows anything about it but it's definitely Ross who is working with them since five years. Maybe even more but most important is the time of the past five years." She looked a bit worried on the papers we are looking through. „Are you okay? You look worried?" I asked and she let out a sight. „I actually am." she explained and I put my papers aside to lay my attention to her. „What are you worried about hm?" she just shrugged with her shoulders. „Actually everything. I mean there is a possibility that this will go down hill. I don't want to loose anyone again. Especially not myself and you."
She grabbed onto my hand anxiously. „we're not just punching some bad guys in the face like the usual missions. This is big. Especially since Ross is involved. What if...?" But I stopped her mid way.
„Don't think about the what if's Bubs. They will only drag you down. We will be fine and we will get through it and come out in the end together." I answered her trying to calm her nerves.
„Look I want us to work out... but I can't shake the feeling of that something shitty will happen. Or that we will end up split apart again. I can't go through much anymore. I am already trying to heal and if I ad more to my trauma it will probably drown me completely." this made my heart ache. She Is telling me on her own how she is dealing with this and her doubts. I am so proud on how far she has come with opening up to me. Now I know that I can't tell her about Thomas being Schmidt's son. This is a extra plate of trauma and I can give her that.

„I want us to leave after this mess." she said and my eyes widen at her statement. „You what?" I asked confused. „I mean not leave the team forever. Just something like a little get away. Just the two of us. Somewhere where nobody knows us. Where we can be just us and nothing else." her eyes sparkled a bit while saying that. I don't know why I'd don't say it but I think i was just shocked. „I-i mean if you want you. You know what forget it." she was trying to cut it off but I shook my head. „No no, I would love to. I was just processing that offer. But It sounds tempting to go on a little get away." I smiled bright at her. „You know. I don't know what i did. to deserve you. I can't wait until this is over." I nod in agreement. „But i have to put myself together first. It's not like my Demons disappear after that is done... I hope you understand." I placed my hand onto her cheek rubbing my thumb on it. „If course I do. I've seen the things you've been through and I notice how hard you deal with them obviously. But it's important to heal and I understand it completely. I will stick with you bubs. No matter what." I said giving her a soft kiss wich she replied.

„Okay I think before we get distracted we should probably finish off our work. After that we can get cozy again hm!" I answered and she groaned in annoyance. „Fine. Let's get it over with babe."
I grinned wide at her hearing the nickname babe. She called me that for the first time. She doesn't even realize it. I love hearing it. We finished off our paper work pretty fast after our deep talk and we ordered everything after the specific topics. We laid the other papers into the lab and the ones we found most important stayed with us as we placed them into the meeting room. Steve will look through them with Nat since she is the one who will talk to the government in the court. The tension is growing massively and it shows. Not only on me but also on Y/n.