Y/n Stark

Getting ready

Wanda POV
Nat and I both sat down next to Y/n's bed side waiting patiently. „Did Bruce tell you when she will wake up? I hate to see her like this." I asked Nat trying to distract myself. „She should wake up soon." Nat answered gently making sure that I am okay.
She had a questioning look on her face trying to figure out what happened before. „I really don't have any clue on what could have happened before I saw her like this. She couldn't even say anything." I said.
My attention went back to Y/n seeing that her hand moved slightly. I grabbed onto Nat's arm and she got shocked why I touched her so unexpected. „What is it Wanda?" she looked at me confused. „Y/n just moved her hand slightly." I answered holding my breath. She looked at Y/n not seeing an movement.
„Are you sure because I don't see anything..." and that was when she moved it slightly again. We both got closer to adjust her surrounding. Her eyes flickered open and she had them slightly open trying to prevent from being blinded by the lights.
„Uhh how long have I been out?" she asked exhausted. „Only an hour bestie. How do you feel?"
Nat asked stroking her hand. „A bit exhausted. I will handle that." she answered but she can't hide her tiredness. „Can you tell us what happened?" she looked at me for a couple seconds and then back to Nat and again back to me. „Just a panic attack. I haven't had them in long. But it never lead to me landing in the med bay." she answered but I can tell there is something more behind this. She is trying to avoid something. But I don't want to look inside her head. I want her to tell me this on her own. „And what caused that panic attack? There must've been something that lead you into this." Nat asked raising a brow at her also not believing everything just like me. She didn't say anything in about a minute. She closed her eyes holding her hand in front of her face.
„I was just thinking about..." she stopped herself letting out a sight. „about everything. Just all the things that happened in general. It was a bit too much for me at the moment." I can totally understand her. She has been through so much trauma in a short amount of time. No wonder that she would react like this. But something was still of about this. She saw our faces and our expression wasn't believable. „I will be fine. I swear. I just need to rest guys." „okay." Nat raised her hands in defeat.
„We Just worry and care for you that's all." she added. Y/n smiled slightly at us. „I will go get Bruce so that he can check on you." She nod and left us both alone. My look went back to her curious.
„So Are you you gonna tell me what's really going on?"

Y/n POV
Wanda still digging in on what happened before I landed here in the med bay. „What do you mean? I told you everything." I really didn't want her to find out. Not now I need to see what I will do first.
„You should know that you can't fool me Y/n. I am genuinely concerned." she said as she held onto my hand squeezing it. I looked down onto the hand and then up to her. I hate hiding things but this is the only way now. I don't wanna sound crazy by saying
‚My dead boyfriend just wrote me a letter that he is alive and in pieces'. So i have to think of anything to brush it off. „I am not fooling you Wanda. I just thought about Thomas Death and everything that connected with it. It just hit me out nothing and I wasn't prepared for that." damn I gotta say that my lies get better with time. I was trained to do this and it shows. My lies sound like the truth. „You know you don't have to hide anything from me. I won't judge you okay." she said smiling softly at me. „I know. It's just hard to express my emotions." I held back not knowing what I am rambling now. Words just come out of me and I can't stop. Looks like I am really trying to express my emotions into words.
„I don't want to burden anyone with the stuff that I am carrying on my shoulders." she looked concerned and shook her head no violently. „Y/n You're absolut wrong. You're not burdening anyone if you open up. Especially not me, please understand that." she surprises me every time with the things she says. I really wanna believe her. I really do, but my subconsciousness is telling me to stop opening up. It pushes everything down once again. Hiding behind the surface not letting anyone see it. „I am trying. I really am." I said and she just nod at me. „I know. Just don't give up on trying okay." I nod in agreement at her smiling gently.