The Bully's Diary [IN EDITING AS OF JAN2015]

The Bully's Diary 12 - The Visitor & Realizations

Hey guys!! So it looks like part 12 is coming early because a certain someone (yes you know who you are!!) wants it hahahah ;) Well, here it is my little munchkins!! <3 x

 Oh, btw, this part is dedicated to Magdalena Rusiecka one of my best friends because she's so awesome!! lyxxxxxx

When we got home, I eagerly let myself in, not waiting for my mom to open the door herself. It was a comfort to be in a warm familiar house again and not the cold hospital with its boring white walls and zero-entertainment. It even smelt like home. I rushed upstairs, not wanting to talk to my mom, and went into my bedroom, then closed the door behind me for privacy. I took the slip of paper out of my pocket that David had given me. I put his number into my phone and decided to text him...

Hey David, you want to do something this weekend? I need a night out to distract me from all of this... - Carolina X

I put my phone on my desk after sending it and smiled to myself at the thought of seeing David. Wait, what? Could I be attracted to him?! Oh God... Flopping down on my bed, I tried my best not to think about Matt as I drifted away into an uneasy sleep.

* Dream *

"CAROLINA, WATCH OUT!" His yell echoed in my ears as the car crashed into the one in-front of us. My head hit the steering wheel, his hit the dashboard. I screamed as the crimson dripped off my forehead.

"No, no, no!" I screamed as I tossed and turned in my bed.

My body was hurled forwards as I saw the people in the car in-front get tossed around and I could almost hear their screams, haunting me.

I was getting dragged under.

I couldn't get back up to the surface.

I was searching for something to hold onto as the car rolled, glass flying everywhere, some of it hitting me and piercing my skin.

I could feel myself letting go, I could feel the darkness creeping in.. I couldn't stay awake, but I needed to, I needed to get out and help him, I-

* end of dream *

I woke up screaming like I always did, and mom came running in to comfort me, rubbing my back as I cried softly, close to giving up. When I'd calmed down, she left and I lay down on the cold bed once more and fell asleep.

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When I woke up I had a pounding headache and I needed a drink. I trudged downstairs and went into the kitchen, peering out of the window. Mom's car wasn't on the driveway so I guessed she had gone out. I went to the table and found a small note as I had expected:

Carolina - I've went out to do some grocery shopping and I'll be back in a couple of hours. Don't even think about going to school today! Mom. XX

I sighed and got myself a glass of water, sipping it slowly. It was raining hard outside, pelting down onto the ground but it matched my miserable mood. Suddenly there was a soft knock at the door. I put my glass down on the table and sighed, trying to fix my hair. God knows what I looked like... Opening the door, I saw that it was David. I smiled.