Shifting Stories

My shifting experience

WARNING before you read this: If you have been trying to shift and loose motivation quickly, this may not be the best thing to read for you because I'll be mentioning negative things about shifting or things that have affected me in a bad way!

Ok so this chapter will not be a chapter on Storytimes, its going to be a chapter on where i just talk abt my CR, DR positive and negative stuff about shifting, how i feel coming back to my CR after shifting, if it is emotionally exhausting, how it feels to watch the Harry Potter Movies after shifting etc. I will probably do 2 parts of this so stay tuned. 

Some of My Friends actually asked me to do this by they said they would be interested in reading it so i thought why not. 

How Shifting is going for me right now: 

In the past weeks i actually have been shifting ALOT. Like more then ive ever had. Sometimes i even thought about taking a break but somehow i „accidentally" shift then even if i don't really try. I have been shifting a couple days in a row and even tho i really enjoy spending time in my DR i warn you DONT.DO. IT. Like maybe y'all can take it better then i can. But I've been having headache and having Breakdowns those days because it was just exhausting. Like i was so fucked up literally. I couldn't focus at School (I started school again like 2 days ago i had a 2 weeks break before) but i was just tired and i didn't feel like myself. 

So like if y'all shift try to take a break from shifting or trying to shift sometimes because even if you would like to spend time in ur DR it will literally kill you in your CR. Maybe this isn't accurate for everyone but ive already heard this from some of my friends that shift too. 

How it feels like to come back to my CR after shifting: 

A lot of pepole would probably disagree with me but for me this is the worst part of the whole shifting thing. Everything i wake up in my Room after i shifted i want to scream and start crying and punch the walls. The feeling that i have coming back is some kind of deep sadness mixed with disappointment and anger. I immediately want to go back to my DR even tho im not able to. I can't get my DR out of my mind after that for like half of the day ig? I just feel like i want to leave my CR as fast as possible and if i attempt shifting that same night and don't succeed (That's mostly my case) I get really angry and frustrated. 

Do i ever loose motivation trying to shift even tho I've already shifted? (this question was from a comment i got on TikTok or here i don't rlly remember)

The answer is YES. Even tho i have shifted im not a patient person. I had 2 month where i literally attempted shifting almost every night and it didn't work. Y'all will think be i shifted i dont loose the Motivation if some attempts to shift go wrong but i just want to make clear that that is clearly not my case. I get frustrated easily if i attempt shifting for some days and it doesn't work out. Back in march i didn't shift for like 2 month and i was literally so angry and myself and at the universe for not shifting. Like i genuinely was so pissed off those 2 month and always complained about it to everyone. Because ughh i just hated it. I'm probably not a very patient person either but still, it just kills me if i attempt shifting and it doesn't work. Clearly i have kind of high expectations on myself.  

So yup this is all for now I'll upload a part 2 as soon as possible but  i hope i could help y'all in some type of way!! But thx for reading this! Also THANK YOU FOR ALL THE VOTES AND ADDS ON YOUR READING LISTS I LOVE YALL SO MUCH!