A Wife With No Right

AWWNR14

Ivy's Pov

I don't understand. It was just five years and i did my best so that i can claim her back. I spend a years to a mental facility to treat my anger issue. I felt miserable, hurt and so useless that i want to kill myself but my sweet innocent wife always interfere in my dreams. My doctor said to don't think of her for me to be able not to have a nightmare but the dreams are so beautiful that i never think of it as a nightmare.

But all those years of living miserably. She was there and having an owned family without me. She really forgotten about me, our marriage.

I instantly threw the flower base. My angered is attacking me and i need to destroyed everything.

"Ate, what are you doing?" dali daling lumapit sakin ang kapatid ko. She snatched my hands that is now holding a lamp.

I cried infront of her. "My wife."

That's all i can say. Hindi ko masabi ang totoong dahilan dahil ayokong sumagi sa isip kong wala na akong habol sa kanya. Na hindi ko na siya pwedeng makasama for the next years of my life.

"What about her?" concerned was written on her face while she asked me.

A tear fell from my eyes when i remember why she was pushing me away. Why she doesn't want to be with me because she already have a family.

"I..I can't breath. I wa-want to die, Irina!" i said between my sobs. Hinila niya ako at niyakap ng mahigpit. Lalong lumabas ang mga luha sa mata ko dahil pakiramdam ko wala na akong silbi at wala na akong dahilan para mabuhay.

This is the same feeling i felt when i came home five years ago without Alliston who always waiting for me to come home. My wife who always did everything just to make me happy is now gone. I could never be this useless. I am nothing now.

"Calm down. Do you want me to call your doctor? Nagkakapanic attack ka ba ulit? Tell me, ate!"

"My wife. She really forgot about me!"

Huminga siya ng malalim at mahinang hinaplos ang likod ko. "She was just mad. I can still see the love she have for you!"

"How?" Naguguluhan kong tanong. Kung nakikita niya ang pagmamahal sakin ni Alliston then why i didn't. Dapat ako ang unang makakapansin niyon dahil ako ang asawa niya. "Her eyes are not glistening in so much happiness like before whenever she sees me. Her lips never smiled at me now the way she used to, when we we're still okay. And her heart doesn't seek for my love and attention anymore!"

My breathe hitched. Nagpipigil akong humablot ng mga gamit para ibato sa kung saan. I thought that this behavior is normal that's why i ignored it. But this behavior is the one that destroyed everything that i have and craving for so long. I hate myself for having this kind of shits inside my brain.

"She have a family!" mahina kong saad pero ramdam ko ang paninigas ng kapatid ko at alam kong nadinig niya iyon.

"Are..Y-you sure?" tumango lang ako bilang sagot. "Damn. I can't believe that she did replace you. Sa ganda ba naman kasi ng asawa mo at pagiging wife material ay talagang aasawahin yun ng iba." tatango tango pa niyang sabi kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.

"Still she don't have a right to do that. She left me hanging and miserable. Kung talagang mahal niya ako dapat hindi niya ako iniwan na lang bigla." Nagsisimula na naman balutin ng galit ang isip ko kaya napahigpit ang kapit ko kay Irina.

"Hayaan mo na lang siya. Baka ito na din yung hinihingi mong sagot kung bakit ayaw na niya sayo."

"No! She's my wife. Wala namang hiwalayang naganap kaya akin parin siya. She loves me at patutunayan ko iyon."