Every Second There Is Love

Chapter Sixteen ~ Childish Love

Chapter Sixteen ~ Childish Love

~My Point of View~
I'm scared of the person I've become. Am I no longer that sweet, loving girl Luhan fell for? Although I'm portrayed as a sweet little angel in Luhan's eyes, I wonder what he'd see of me if he knew the truth. Would he still love me? Would he still care for me and love me the way he does now? If I lost my jacket or got soaked in the rain, would Luhan still take off his jacket and his shirt just for the sake of me not getting sick? Or would he ignore me and leave me in the pouring rain? As I'm with him right now, I'm trying to keep all this in my memory because maybe one day, he'll find out about the person who I really am. I closed my eyes as he had his arms around me while his other free arm carried my bags and books. I held his hands that was hanging from my shoulders. I held it tight and stood closer to him. For a minute, I literally just realized he was still half naked and went crazy. My mind kept thinking about how close I was to him when he was shirtless.. I kept thinking and thinking about him (Author's Note: ok my mind is pure haha I won't write out "those" feelings and thoughts but you can imagine them.. if you want) As we walked down the hall, everyone stared at Luhan. All the girls were screaming and all the girls gave me an "I want to be the one next to Luhannie!" expression. Honestly, I've realized what a jerk I am.. having Luhan was enough, he's my all. Why would I need friends? Would I risk loosing Luhan to them? Honestly no.. if I stayed quiet and let Nancy bully me, everything would have been fine because all the girls would still be jealous of me either if I was popular or not. Luhan was the one and only person I need in my life. Why am I regretting so much? I did nothing wrong.. I mean I have that illness and I can't lie about it.. it's just a fact, it's the truth. Forget this, (YourName). This is the life you're given, and you can't change it. Go with the flow. Although the fact that I'm feeling bad for Nancy is the good side of me, I have no guts to really do something more important for her.

Luhan: hey we have our next class together!

My thoughts of Nancy disappeared the moment Luhan spoke. I jumped with joy and accidentally hit Luhan's chin with my arms as I swung them up in the air. Luhan laughed and messed up my hair by putting his hands on my head and moving back and forth as if petting me as a cute little puppy. I tried not to laugh and tip toed to kiss Luhan's chin because he was actually a lot taller than me than I expected.

Luhan: you're so cute

We have PE (physical education) together! Ah although I need to give him back his shorts! That means I'll have to change a lot faster than everyone else so I can hand him back his shorts so he can change also. Luhan and I walked faster by taking bigger steps.

Luhan: Whoever gets to the gym faster gets to hear a confession from the other person?

Although I understood what he asked for, I looked at him with a confused look. It was a way to cheat. He was ready to explain it to me or either get off guard and say never mind while I just ran for the gym with full speed. I smiled as I laughed to myself and looked back then to the side of me. I noticed Luhan took another route to the gym. Luhan was running straight towards me with an unpleasant look. I faced forward to notice an unusual car parked there in front of me. I had to stop myself but I felt a sudden push from the side and noticed it was Luhan. Luhan's arms were wrapped around me, therefore my body was not hurt expect for my head that hit the school gates. Luhan quickly got up, ignoring his pain on his arms and back, and worried about me. He slowly picked me up, trying to not give me pain.

Luhan: (YourName) are you okay? Does your head hurt? Do you feel dizzy anywhere? Do you need an ice pack?

My vision started to blur and I tried to widen my eyes. I heard Luhan's voice shout out my name a few times, but each time I heard it, it faded as if someone was lowering the volume of his voice. Eventually, all I saw was black and i heard nothing more than a dark empty space. I woke up to someone shaking me on the shoulders, telling me to wake up. I slowly opened my eyes and noticed there were many people watching me. I looked around and noticed I was at the school's wellness center. It seemed all too familiar. My mind flashbacked to the time when I first met Luhan. It was the third time he saved me on the first day of school. We were walking at a too slow of a pace from third floor, so he decided to carry me on his back. This was where he took me, this same room, where he cared for me and got me an ice pack. I didn't think in just a few days, I'd be his girlfriend. Memories filled my mind, I didn't even pay attention to the people talking to me, all I had in my mind was the rewind of Luhan carrying me here on the first day of school. I smiled with the thought as everyone screamed my name at me. It cut me out of my thoughts and back into reality.

Luhan: are you okay?

Me: Manly deer?

I shouted out Manly Deer, the nickname I've given Luhan, all of a sudden. It just came out of my mouth because I was still thinking about that moment when he saved me and the time when I didn't know his name name! Aish..

Luhan: who? Manly deer? Who is this person you're talking about?

Me: Ah I'm sorry.

I covered my face with the pillow i was lying on.

Me: Manly deer was the nickname I gave to you Luhan because on the first day of school, I really wanted to know your name, but you never told me yet. So I gave you the nickname Manly deer since you saved me so many times. This room felt so familiar, I had a flashback of when you carried me down here to get an ice pack, so I accidentally called you manly deer.. Luhan.

Luhan: that is such a cute nickname for me! I'm fine if you call me that one more time or maybe even two or three. Or you can just call me Manly deer from now on.

I laughed and got up a little so I could hug Luhan. I hugged him very tight to the point he screamed "ouch" pretty loud.

Me: ooh im sorry, I forgot! Is your arm okay?

Luhan: if you give it a kiss, it'll be even better than normal.

I tried getting up off the bed but felt a bit dizzy and fell back down on the bed. Wow that school gate really hurts! Or either my head is just really weak and sensitive than normal. I closed my eyes, trying to endure the pain.

Luhan: Don't get up and lie down if it still hurts.. you're the one who's more injured than me. Aish I was kidding about the kiss, you should worry about yourself.

Why are all these students here just staring at the two of us? Shouldn't they be in class? Are they cutting class? Wait.. they're all dressed in their PE(Physical Education) clothes.. so they're in class. I looked around and saw the teacher. So this is my class. Ah now I feel bad because I had school with them for two days and I still don't recognize them! Everyone smiled now that I was fine, they gave me their wishes to feel better and got back to class.

Teacher: You two next time be careful okay? Next time I won't excuse you two for such a silly thing. Running to class? How old are you two? Seven? Eight? No, you two are high schoolers now. So act like one or else I need you two out of my class.

He gave us a cold, mean stare for a while then walked out. So are we in trouble now? I put that aside and thought back of the deal.. the deal of whoever got to the gym first, gets to hear a confession from the other person. I really want to hear a confession from Luhan! It's stupid, after getting yelled at and getting hurt, I'm still thinking like a child, about that deal.

...To Be Continued~~~

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