Every Second There Is Love

Chapter Forty One ~ Seven Words Away

Chapter Forty One ~ Seven Words Away

"I've hurt enough people in my life, I don't want to hurt furthermore. Can't you see? It's not only going hurt us if we be together, it'll hurt much more people. You came appearing into my life years after, and here you are. Do you think you can come to me at anytime and claim me as yours? How many nights have I cried for you? Do you truly understand the pain in my heart when you were gone? Even when I saw you, it was like magic. My life came together as a whole until you told me that I was like a sister to you. Sister.. i tried to tell the difference between a sister love and a girlfriend boyfriend love. It was hard.. do you know how hard I tried to get myself together? And now you just say.. no it's not even a word that you said.. you just kissed me! What am I suppose to do? Tell me.. you're pushing me away the day before and you're asking me to come back the next day.. please.. stop playing with me. You're already with Nancy.. I'm not going to let you cheat on her. And I'm guessing Luhan and I aren't together, but I'm not going to cheat on him. We'll all be in danger if you cheat on Brandon's sister.. Brandon has shot Luhan a total of three bullets! What more do you want him to do to my Luhan?!" I screamed.

"Do you not believe in my love for you? So what if Brandon came towards us with guns and bombs? Don't you trust my love for you? I can protect you.. After all, you're just going to push me away because you've met someone else, because you are a player. Luhan is right when he says you're a player.. you love one guy after the other, leaving the previous guy hurt and broken hearted. I should have warned myself to stop myself from falling for you harder. I guess it's called revenge because when you loved me, I didn't have those type of feelings for you. Now, when you love someone else, I love you. I'm too late, and I guess this is what I deserve, huh? I can't believe I was dumb enough to let you go." Mike complains.

Lay grabs me by the arms and pulls me away from Brandon. He hugs me tight and kisses the top of my head. My head was against his chest. I can hear how his heart beats faster by each moment we're together. Am I a player for having these feelings? Or is it just the time I need a hug after everything I've been through?

"No wonder you'll never have a boyfriend.. such a player.." Brandon says, rolling his eyes at me.

"If you don't like her, then please don't talk to her.. It's fine that you kiss her, it's fine you hug her, but you're the real player. Don't pretend like you own every girl and call them up whenever you feel like it. She's done so much for you already.. Take care of Nancy and stay away from (YourName), especially when Nancy's brother is in jail and when everything is just messed up for her. Spend some time with her and make her know you care for her.. be a man. Your time has been up to be with (YourName), so stop hurting her." Lay requests.

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I stay in his arms for a moment of silence and whisper, "Thank you YiXing.. I was so worried.. you're the only person I can trust right now."

Lay draws back from the hug, fixes my hair back, and smiles at me. I smile back as Lay slowly puts his arm around my shoulders. We turn around, heading to check up on Luhan. As we turn, Luhan watches us with his too eyes and standing on one foot with crutches. My mouth drops open and Lay's arms go back to his side.

"I saw everything.. " Luhan mutters.