TW: suicide attempt.
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Blaine couldn't handle the thought of what he almost did to Kurt he almost cheated he rang Kurt's phone praying it would go to voice mail which it does.
𝗛𝗶 𝗞𝘂𝗿𝘁,
𝗜𝘁..... 𝗜𝘀 𝗕𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗶 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗯𝘆𝗲 𝗜 𝗮𝗹𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗴𝘂𝗶𝗹𝘁. 𝗦𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗯𝘆𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿. 𝗜 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗜𝗺 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲. 𝗠𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝗱 𝘄𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗖𝗼𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝗼 𝗯𝘆𝗲 𝗞𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂. 𝗧𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗚𝗼𝗻𝗲. 𝗦𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗯𝘆𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂."
*****
Blaine climbed on the wall of his and Kurt's favourite place it was really far up "Just one step and everyone will be free."
Kurt came rushing through the door "Blaine come down don't do it I love you ok please come down. I need you ok."
Blaine didn't look at Kurt "Kurt I almost cheated on you."
Kurt takes a deep breath "But you didn't. I love you."
Blaine cries "Stop saying that you don't mean it."
Kurt just let the tears fall "Bee you are the most important person to me ok? If I didn't love you then why I'm I here how did I know you were gonna be here?"
Blaine relaxes "Do you want me to stay alive because if you don't say the words and I will jump."
Kurt cried harder "Blaine please come down I will help you I need you alive please I can't fight without you. Killing yourself is killing half of me do you want to do that?"
Blaine shook his head "Please help me?"
Kurt helped him down and they sat on the floor "Never do that again ever ever ever!"
Blaine nods "As long as you're here I won't."
They kiss and Kurt says "Good."
