BANG
Carson jumped and held onto Blaine's leg "Daddy What was That?"
Kurt held on to Blaine as well keeping him close he whispers "Pick him up blaine somethings going on and we need to get home now."
Blaine picks him up "Carson hide your face in my shoulder ok honey we are gonna get out off here."
BANG
Kurt held Blaine tighter "Bee we have to get home right now!"
Carson cries a little "Daddy I'm scared."
Blaine kisses his head "I know baby I'm here just hug me tighter when you're scared ok?"
******
1 hour later:
Carson cried a lot louder now
Blaine told Kurt to go make them all a hot drink "I'm sorry you feel like this sweetheart. We are home and safe now."
BANG
Carson held on to Blaine tighter "Can I sleep with you and papa till I feel ok alone?"
Blaine nods "Come on let's get changed for bed we will have a drink and go to bed."
******
3 weeks later:
Carson would not let Blaine put him down they were both starting to get worried
Blaine sighs "Car I'm really sorry I have to go to work you're gonna have to go with papa."
Carson held tighter "No."
Blaine frowns and called work "Hey Steve er my son is still shaken up from the whole gun situation and he won't let me go. His mental health is more important then work I hope you understand..... 5 but what does that have..... Thanks Steve have a good day."
Carson smiles the looks at Blaine "Daddy do I need help?"
Blaine froze "Do you want it?"
Carson nods "I don't want to feel scared anymore."
Kurt heard it "Honey don't worry we will sort something out."
Blaine lays down on the sofa "Why do you always want to stay with me?" He says while messing with his hair
Carson frowns "Because you're always gone to work I don't want to loose you what if it happens again and you're all alone."
Blaine shushes him "Ok honey I'm here calm down."
*****
Jane "Hello, and what's your name?"
Carson looks up at the lady "Carson. What is yours?"
Jane smiles "Jane do you want to come with me so we can have a little chat?"
Carson nods "Can daddy come?"
Blaine looks down "He's not let go of me for almost a month."
Jane looked concerned "If that's what makes you most comfortable honey."
Kurt smiles "Bee you go I will wait out here."
****
Jane wrote something down "So Carson why don't you want to let go of daddy?"
Carson held Blaine closer "Because he will leave to go to work and the bang will happen again."
Jane looks at Blaine "What's that Bang?"
Blaine nods "Well on the way home one night there were these two guys shooting guns on the street we managed to get home safe but he's still shaken up about it."
Jane Wrights stuff down again "Carson could you let go of daddy for a couple minutes so I can just talk to you he's gonna be just outside this door he won't go anywhere."
Carson shook his head "No no no no no don't go daddy no please stay." He cries
Blaine sighs "That's what happens when ever I try to go to work or really just want space. I love him and I will do anything for him but am I a bad Parent for wanting space from him?"
Jane smiles a little "No you're not every one needs a little space it's healthy. It's seems like anxiety to me though. To help him maybe find something to replace you while you're gone."
Blaine relaxed it wasn't that serious "Thank you so much. What do you think can replace me."
Jane nods "Teddy bears usually do the trick make it smell like you kids his age feel safe around your sent feel closer to you. Trying putting on what ever deodorant you use on it."
Blaine stood up and walked out "Thank you so much."
Jane smiles "I would still like to see him every week so bring him back every Thursday."
*****
Blaine sat down he got the bear now he needs to give it to Carson "Here buddy sit here for a second I'm right here next to you. This is my friend Bee he is gonna look after you when I am at work."
Carson hugs the bear "Can you just Quite work and stay home?"
Blaine giggles "No, but I want you to look after bee when I'm gone ok can you do that?
Carson lays on Blaine's side "Ok daddy. I will look after him."
Blaine nods "Good will you sleep with him in your room he needs his space you understand right?"
Carson nods slowly "Ok daddy I will do that."
******
Week later:
Jane walks out off her office "So Carson wanna come talk to me?"
Carson nods "Can Daddy still come?"
Jane smiles "Yeah of course."
****
Jane sighs "Still not letting go of you?"
Blaine laughs "He is he's just a little shy around new people unless one of us is with him."
Jane smiles "So Carson who is this?"
Carson turned the bear around "The is Bee I look after him when daddy is at work."
Jane looks at Blaine "So he let's you go to work."
Blaine nods "Yeah but when I come home he clings to me like a magnet until he goes to bed."
Jane smiles "That is process he sleeps on his own and now let's you go to work so the bear is working."
****
A year later:
Carson to Blaine "Daddy can Rylan come over?"
Blaine nods "If it is ok with his dads."
Nick and Jeff walked over to him
Nick smiles "Honestly I'm surprised Rylan wants to come he hasn't left us since the guns he went to school and then he clings on to us."
Blaine nods "Same thing happened with Carson he's alright now though. I'm happy for Rylan to come over maybe we could all catch up it's been a while."
Jeff agrees "Ok so we will meet you at your house."
Rylan and Carson jumped up and down and said "YAYYY!" In unison
