Kurt POV:
I let tears fall down my face I can't let him know I'm this upset. Why would he date my bully? The one that hurt me the one that kissed me. Yes I forgave him and helped him but that doesn't mean I forgot. He left me standing alone in front of the whole school.
Knock knock
"Kurt it's Blaine you've been In there a while are you ok? Dave and I are gonna head home if you're just gonna stay in there."
I try and pull myself together "Just go." I sigh "Kurt let me in I wanna make sure you're ok, god I knew this was a bad idea."
I splash my face with water and compose myself and unlock the door "I'm fine you can go home I'm gonna go home too anyway I came here to spend the night with you not to be a third weal."
"Kurt why are you acting like this? You broke things off you didn't even reach out didn't even try to make me feel better. You didn't even reach out when I got kicked out of NYADA. I had to get a therapist I..."
"I'm sorry ok, this isn't because of you. I'm happy for you ok you deserve to be happy and if that's with someone who hurt me nothing I can do about it."
"I thought..."
"I did but that doesn't make it better doesn't make the hurt I was caused go away. I'll try for you ok if you're in a better place after our break up I'll push it aside."
Blaine hugged me and I just stood there so he pulled away and smiled at me "This is such a mess."
"I know but I've missed you Kurt, I really hope we can still catch up." I nod "Yes we can see you at homecoming?" He smiled "Definitely, Dave wants to show this place him and his friends used to hang out then I'll come find you."
I sigh look in the mirror to see what my life had become. Dave Karofsky coming before me in Blaine's eyes. It just doesn't sit or feel right with me. It makes me feel sick. Blaine pats my shoulder "see you around Kurt."
The minute he left I threw up every fluid and solid thing inside me, why him? I'd much rather Sebastian have walked in and kissed his cheek. I don't know what I did to deserve this universe but if this is some elaborate prank or a long dream you've put me in I want out. I want out right NOW!
I quickly wash my face again and go home. My dad saw me and gave me the biggest hug ever "I'm sorry Kurt. I know you love him and I guarantee it'll all work out in the end."
I cry a little more "He's dating Karofsky. I highly doubt anything will work out in my favour any time soon."
He looked shocked "wow erm... I wasn't expecting that." I shrug "Yeah well you and me both. I'd rather not talk about it anymore it makes me feel sick and I have nothing left to throw up."
"You go lay on the couch kiddo I'll make you some toast and some juice." I smile at him so glad I was here with him again I miss my dad so much but I have to leave again soon. "Thanks dad. I love you."
"Love you too."
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Blaine POV:
"He didn't take it very well Rach I knew it was a bad idea!" She hugs me "you're happy he'll understand and I'll keep an eye on him for you ok in the mean time you need to help me get out my rut if that's so Rachel!"
I giggle "I already have that figured out you are gonna love it I promise."
The next day I took Rachel to dalton so that she could watch the warblers perform with a little cameo of your favourite warbler me. She loved it and I'm glad I got her smiling. Maybe having her being back in Lima isn't such a bad thing afterwards all.
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Homecoming Kurt POV:
I try and look for Blaine but I couldn't. So I go inside and walk around to see if he's in there. I go to the choir room because where there's a piano there's Blaine. He was in there with Dave.
I know I shouldn't but I listen into their conversation "this was my safe place when I was here. I used to come in here even when there was no glee with Ku..." he seemed to stop saying my name David laughs "It's ok to talk about Kurt Blaine. I forced you to show me you favourite place I should've known it'd be the silly choir room."
"Can I sing something for you." My heart stopped beating. Well that's what it felt like anyway Dave laughs "Ok but I refuse to let you sing for me all the time ok just this once."
He starts playing a familiar song none of ours thank god but I still ran away to the facility bathroom because I knew I could lock it. I slid down the door and sat there.
Knock knock
"Kurt you in there? It's Rachel." I sniffled "Yeah I am but I don't want to come out."
"Can I come in then?" I unlock the door and let her come in. She locked the door and sat down next to me. "I'm here to help you have fun! Blaine he just needs some time I love Blaine and I'll still support him he's like my little brother. However you're my best friend and you need me right now so let's go have some fun."
I smile "Ok fine but only because I want you to have fun too." We get up and go outside just in time for the fireworks and music. I was actually smiling and having some fun until I saw Blaine and Dave cuddled up together. Rachel noticed and grabbed my hand "you ok?"
"I guess I'll have to be now I'm staying here for a while." I guess there is no getting out of this nightmare. All I want is for Blaine to be happy I wish that it was with me and I am so grateful I was the person to make him happy at some point in time. I'm sad I'm not anymore but, I'm happy he's happy and doing good.
It'll take some time to get used to it and be ok about it. Why would he date him if all people. He was lonely I get that I just... you know what I'm gonna just focus on me and if Blaine and I are meant for each other we will find each other again
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Several weeks later
He bloody kissed me. I mean he kissed me before now and it was it amazing but that was to get out of the elevator. This was him this was real. The only problem is he kissed me and ran away back home to Dave.
I got a texted
Blaine: I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that are you ok?
Me: yeah of course I'm ok are you I mean you just walked off :(
Blaine: yeah I just with everything I know you went through I shouldn't have done that I'm sorry.
Me: it's ok we never have to speak about it again x
Blaine: ok talked to you later Kurt.
Ok what is with the full stops at the end of all his messages ugh men I can't handle this right now. I just turn my phone off and go to sleep
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Everything was clear to me now I'm running so fast to Blaine as if my life depended on it and it most certainly did. I knock on the door and see him and just start talking.
"I know everything was completely messed up before but I Love you I still love you so will you go to the wedding with me? Unless there's anyone else?" I said looking around before meeting his eyes again.
"There's no one else." He said replying and we gave each other a very passionate kiss "God I've missed you so much Blaine you have no idea."
"Oh I definitely do." I giggled a little "Let me help you pack things up ok?" He nods "Sure! We have a lot of good and bad things we need to talk about."
I smile and hug him tightly "That we do."
