This idea was kindly suggested by sav_and_the_phantoms I hope this is what you wanted and that epilepsy is represented as accurately as possible
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Hi I'm Kurt Hummel and I've lived most of life with Epilepsy. This means I could go into a seizure at any moment. For me it's usually under a lot of pressure or strong emotions. I'll start to black out of things sometimes in glee so I take myself out for a minute and normally it stops the seizure and I can control them. Other times I cannot they got a lot worse when my mother died. I've managed to control them to be able to hide it not even Blaine knows.
I feel bad that he doesn't know but it's to protect him from being worried about me all the time. I'm afraid I'll become a burden and that's no way for a relationship.
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The bulling is a lot worse which is makings my seizures a lot worse too I've been in hospital with them for as long as I can remember. Practically my second home.
I've been stressed a lot lately with Blaine starting to question me. I'm currently lay in bed with Blaine when I feel a seizure coming. I quickly text Finn and he rushes upstairs makes up an excuse for Blaine to leave. He says bye and leaves. Finn then called the ambulance and then the seizure happened.
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Couple hours later
My doctor came in and gave me a smile "How you feeling?" I didn't answer right away "tired I have a bad headache but overall same old same old." She nodded "Ok that's good well it wasn't a bad one but your brother was right to bring you here."
I nod "When can I go home?" She looked at my chart and looked at me gladly in here good news look "In the morning you sleep for now though, your dad is on his way."
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Blaine frowns at me "What?" He shrugs "No you do know, what is it?" He gave me a look that I didn't like "I just feel like you're hiding something from me."
I laugh with hint of nerves but I hope Blaine didn't notice "Why would I be hiding anything from you. I tell you everything. And hypothetically I was hiding something from you it would never be anything about you so you don't need to worry ok?"
"Promise?" I nod "I promise you don't need to worry. Now about that movie?"
I could tell he knew I wasn't being completely honest and just nodding to make me happy, but I just can't tell him this is my hill to climb alone. Eventually we both fell asleep which I was thankful for because I was very tired.
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"Hey lady boy you up for some dancing." I roll my eyes "Leave me alone Karofsky!" He pushed me against a locker "No can do I gotta keep you straight."
"Please you don't know what you're doing you'll do more than you want to just believe me." He laughed "yeah sure. I'll do exactly what I want to do."
He shoved me again this time my head hitting really hard I hear Finn shouting and he let me go only Finn was a little late like usual and I go into a seizure.
Finn POV:
"Oh god is he ok I didn't mean..." I roll my eyes "Just make yourself useful and piss off." I grab my phone and call the hospital. Suddenly a crowd grew I knew that wouldn't help "Please just leave you're making it worse." They didn't listen "I'm sorry Kurt help is on the way I promise. Guys please leave I swear this isn't a show for your amusement."
They all left and then Blaine was stood there looking shocked "Is... what's wrong with him? Oh god Kurt can you hear me. Finn what's going on?"
I put my hand on his shoulder "He'll be ok, it's not my story to tell you get to class ok? I'll call you if he lets you come see him."
He shook his head "No I'm staying here till I know he's ok!" I sigh "Please don't be like that Blaine I swear I know it's hard for you to see him li..." then the parmedics came in and helped him in the ambulance. "Blaine I swear he'll be ok?"
"How do you know this is serious he could die." I look at him "I know that's how it looks but I also know that he won't, but like I said it's his story to tell so just go to class and I'll keep you updated."
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Kurt POV:
"That was a bad one." I look over to see my dad almost in tears "how'd this happen? You're normally so good at controlling them you've been having them quite a bit." I sigh "Dad I've been stressed and also Karofskys still giving me a hard time. It's becoming difficult but I'm trying."
"Blaine saw you btw." Great "You're gonna have to tell him he thought you were gonna die and while we all hope and know that's not likely it's still not completely unheard of He needs to know."
"Tell him to come see me and I'll tell him everything." He nods going out to get Blaine I presume he's already here worried sick.
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Blaine came in the room looking very upset he got me flowers my favourite flowers might I add our Flowers red and yellow roses "how'd you get them so quick I had to pre order mine."
"I bought red and yellow roses and put them together myself." I smile "Thank you their beautiful, Blaine have a seat Dad, Carol and Finn do you mind giving us a minute?" They agreed and went out the room.
"You gonna tell me why Finn was so calm about this? How he was so sure you were gonna be ok? Cause I was so scared Kurt I thought I was too slow to come protect you from karofsky. That I was too late to express how much I loved you. Seeing you have that seizure was so scary Kurt. Made me realise all over again how much I love you."
I smile and reach over to wipe his tears and to take his hand in mine "I have epilepsy." relief washed over me once I spoke it out loud "I should've told you I just didn't want to be a burden I love you too much to be the reason you left."
"Oh Kurt you have no idea how happy I am to hear you say that. I thought so many things bad things. I am sorry you have to go through all this. Kurt you could never be a burden. I love you and this is apart of you as much as I wish I could take it away I know that's not possible. So I'm here to help and love you through everything. I won't ever leave you alone walking the hallways again."
"Really, cause honestly if this is too much I'd understand if you'd wanna leave me." He leaned over and gave me a quick kiss "Never. I'll learn everything I need to know about epilepsy. I'll ask you questions about it too if that's ok? I wanna help you anyway I can."
I smile "Of course you can ask me anything. I love you so much I should've known this would be how you reacted. I'm so sorry for lying."
"No I understand I'm a big worrier, but now you've told me we can talk about what things you want me to do and what you don't. I love you so much too and I know if any relationship can get through this it's us."
"I'm glad I found you I'm the luckiest boy in all of Ohio." Blaine moves a stray hair of my forehead and kisses my head softly "Impossible because I already hold that title."
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