IDEAL WORLD ISN'T REAL (COMPLETED)

Chapter 39

Next morning. Vaish woke up and completed her works.she then took her breakfast and went to room.while eating her breakfast.her phone rang. Caller I'd unknown  number. She receive the call. Call conversation

Voice: Hey bhabhi. I am Sid. I stole your no from bhai's phone
Vaish (blush): stop calling me bhabhi
Sid (smirk): should I call you di then? Acha leave this i wanted to say can you share your feelings with abhi bhai? Maybe this will help him to realise his feelings
Vaish (nervous): Umm...... Okay! I will try
Sid: Okay. All the best. Bye

They hang up the call

Vaish's pov: What was the past of Sid and abhi? And abhi is suffering from bipolar disorder. So he need a lot of love and care. So I should do this for my love.

With these thoughts  she had her breakfast then went to her college

Skips to afternoon at abhinavi's office. Both reached office and after greetings each other they started there works. Vaish was busy with thoughts whole time about abhi. After sometime they got lunch break and went to canteen. Vaish was nervous  whole time. Abhi noticed this

Abhi (concerned):What happened to you vaishu?
Vaish (nervous): Umm.... Actually abhi... voh.... ummm.... abb.... I.... want... abhi...
Abhi (confused): Are you on dates girl?
Vaish (nervous): No... I want to say you... umm... abhi.... Canibetopinthelistofblindgirls? Causeilikeyou (she said in one breath)
Abhi (confused): What you want to say vaishu? You can say it clearly. I didn't understood
Vaish (mumbling): You can do it vaishu! You did once. Was it difficult? No, Okay! Do it now. Say properly. Come on

She took deep breaths. Abhi was looking at her confused all the time

Vaishu: Abhi actually I like you and I want to be on top in list of blind girls. I want to beat them all

Abhi got shocked. He was looking at her with wide eyes open. Vaish was looking down cause of nervousness. After a few minutes.

Abhi (nervous): I want some time vaishu

Vaish nodded. They had meal silently then get back to the work. Whole time both were thinking about each other.
After some hours. They bid bye both went to their homes and spent the day like usual but with each other's  thoughts. At night after having dinner. Vaish took her books and sat on bed.

Vaish's pov: first I should read abhi's  poem

She took her phone and opened gallery

Poem: I WANT TO GIVE UP MY LIFE

A tear silently creeps down my cheek
I am completely vulnerable and weak
Time slowly lingers me
I am second closer to die
My heart pumps cold lifeless blood
I give up on life, when tears caused a flood
I stopped caring, when my heart began to shutter
I ceased smiling, when I couldn't find laughter
Every moment wasted is another moment to think
Between me and this world there is no link

Never drink the sweetness of sin; It has an addicting taste
All of my life, told the same old think
Give up on life because it just a repetitious ring
A silent tear creep down my cheek
I refuse to open my mouth and speak
I still debate on using the knife
I want to give up my life

Ends...

Vaish's pov: No. He can't do this. Ever he thought about it?

Unknowingly tears roll down on her cheeks. She was feeling pangs in her heart

Vaish: I should check next open maybe there is clue. She slid the screen

Poem: NOTHING LEFT TO LOOSE

I don't know what to do
To get me back to you
I've got nothing left to loose
I am sad, tears and blues

All the bridges have cross
I don't have anything for loss

Ends....

Vaish closed her phone as poem ended her. She laid on bed and was sobbing reading the poems. Knowing abhi's condition

Vaish's pov: I have to check his other poems. Till he isn't sharing truth. I have to do something to find it out. I can't see him in pain. Please god don't let him do anything. Please

With the thoughts she slept. Abhi slept with Vaish's thoughts about her proposal

To be continue....

Nikita here (Simran's cousin sister). This chapter is written by me. Simran told me and I wrote it

Both the poems are taken by google