IDEAL WORLD ISN'T REAL (COMPLETED)

Chapter 42

Warning: Past chapters has some bitter truths. So read it as your own risk

Vaish: Are you kidding with me? If this is the truth then why you and Sid sre living this terrible life? Where is kajal? I don't think she lives with you nor I ever heard about her from Mr and Mrs. Naitik Nigam

Abhi (sighed): Kajal is no more. Mr and Mrs Nigam killed my sister. They killed my angel

Vaish (trying to digest everything): Abhi calm down. (She took glass of water) Have it. Calm down
Abhi (wiped his tears with shaking hands, cracky voice): Let me complete it vaishu please. I don't want water. Let me complete

Vaish unwillingly nodded. Abhi hung his head low. Tears were not ready to leave him. Again tears brimmed in his eyes remembering his past

Abhi (gathered all his courage, his voice was filled with innumerable pain): When I was 13 and sid and kajal was 12. Our dadi passed. Our parents used to be busy in work all day. We used to live with our dadi but now our dadi passed away. We three used to live with each other. For us we 3 were only family. Mom dad used to be very busy as business was facing some loss. Cause of all this mom dad starts believing on superstition. They forced us as well to follow their superstition. They starts believing dadi's death and business loss is because we never believed on superstition

He started crying violently. He was facing trouble in telling her everything but he didn't stopped

Abhi: Somehow our months passed like this. I turned 14 and sid and kajal 13. Sid went out of station for his gymnastics competition for whole week. I was busy with my projects and assignments. That time kajal had periods for first time. My mother. The Great Akshara Nigam of this world rather than explaining and helping her daughter in those days. She thought kajal is unpure. She didn't supported kajal. Being the twin child. Kajal was already weak from birth. Mom used to make her bath at 4 in morning with cold water than cause of pain and cramps kajal used to skip her meal. My mother didn't even took care of her

He broke down. Violent sobs were escaping from his mouth. Vaish was also sobbing by now Vaish held his hands rubbing it to calm him but he jerked her hands and took his hands back

Abhi (holding his one hand in other tightly, stuttering): I... I can.. can... ha... handle... my.. myself. I.. I.. don't... need.. any... anyone

Vaish nodded biting her lip. She never knew his heart is fully filled with his dark past and pain

Abhi (controlling himself): From 2days of kajal skipped her meal. She was fully weak. No one knew this from all of us. After 2days. She died. Vaishu I couldn't do anything for my sister. I couldn't got to know that she is in so much pain. After her death mom dad started even being more strict and blind trust on superstition. They think kajal is also died cause we didn't follow superstition. It was difficult for me and Sid to live that life. So we ran from there. We left our family, life, everything and came to orphanage and started living life of orphans

Vaish nodded understanding his point. Abhi rested his face in his palms, hiding from vaishu. He was trying to calm himself

Abhi (still hiding his face): That's the reason I forgot our fight, hatred, enemity when I saw you bleeding in office. I lost kajal. I couldn't do anything for her. I couldn't controlled myself from helping you that day

Vaish was also trying to digest everything. She has many emotions in mind and even many questions

Vaish (calmly): Why you are suffering from bipolar disorder? And I am sorry but I saw your personal diary and read your poems. Your one poem was on give up of life, why you wanted to give up?

To be continue....

If you remember (chapter 26) helping vaish makes him cry, not focused on work, slapping sid. I hope now you got the answers