My Only Hope

Chapter 2

*jack Johnson's pov*
I texted Lilly before I went to sleep, which is 2 am. I knew she wouldn't be awake but it was worth a shot.
J- hey
Lilly🙈🙊: ello
j- you're awake?
Lilly🙈🙈: no I'm sleep texting
J- well that is possible.
Lilly🙈🙊: what do you want johnson😂
J- come bowling with me and the guys tomorrow?
Lilly🙈🙊: jack you know I can't stand that place.
J- c'mon if Jayden is working I'll beat the crap outta him deal?
Lilly🙈🙊: deal😑
J- now go to sleep, why are you awake?
Lilly🙈🙊: to be honest I'm awake because I'm not in the best emotional state right now.
J- what do you mean?
Lilly🙈🙊: well talk tomorrow.
J- Kay night
I locked my phone and went to sleep.
*next morning*
*lillys pov*
I can't believe I actually agreed to go bowling, I knew I would run into Jayden if I go there considering he works there. I know I have no reason to be scared because if he tries anything I know gilinsky or nate will kill him. Not johnson or Sam tho, they act tough but they're softies.
"You actually agreed to go?" Sam asks standing in my doorway.
"I know, stupid decision" I say.
"You think you'll be okay??" He questions
"I'll be fine." I state.
"Okay..well were going in an hour" he says and leaves my room.
I shut the door and put on a baby pink t shirt and jeans with my favorite vans and did my hair and makeup.
I was ready early so I decided to just go on my facebook.
All I saw was the usual of chick fights and funny cat videos. I kept scrolling and saw nate had a new pic. A girl commented on it and said 'hot😏😘' I laughed to myself and clicked her profile. Her profile pic was literally her boobs and maybe a glimpse of her chin. She's from la? Why is she commenting on nates pictures?
"Lilly let's go!" I hear Sammy say from downstairs.
I go down and we get in his car.
"Just one 5sos song?" I ask.
"Fine" he says and I laugh and play the song.
We get to the bowling alley and get out of the car.
"Let's do this" I say under my breath as we walk in.
"I had the guys set everything up before we got here" Sam says and we walk by Jayden not making eye contact. Luckily he didn't even notice us.
"Hey gu- Lilly came?" Gilinsky asked surprised.
"Yeah yeah move over" I say sitting between him and johnson.
"Okay miss moody" he says.
"Got a problem eyebrows?" I ask.
He just laughs and gets up to start.
"I can't believe I let you talk me into this" I say to johnson feeling uncomfortable with how many people there were.
"C'mon have fun for once instead of worrying about people" nate says.
"Easy for you to say" I say and johnson gets up to take his turn.
"What are you so worried about?" He asks.
"I feel like their all staring at me judging me" I say truthfully.
"Okay look around, do you see one person looking at you?" He says and I lift my head up and look a bit.
"I guess not.." I say.
"And why would they be judging a girl as pretty as you" he says and gets up to take his turn and johnson sits next to me again.
"What's the Smiling about?" He asks.
"What I'm not allowed to smile?" I ask.
"No not that, but there's defiantly a reason" he says.
"No reason" I say looking down on my phone.
"You gunna play?" Sam asks me.
"No I think sitting here is good enough" I say with and laugh and they continue to play.
"Well look who actually wanted to show her face in public, guess the bruises cleared up" Jayden says walking up to us.
"Are you asking to get punched in the face?" I ask and suddenly nate is by my side.
"I swear to god if you don't leave Lilly alone I will break you" nate says.
"Yeah whatever" he says and leaves.
"When will he ever realize that he's scared of you and just stop harassing me" I ask
"When I finally beat him up, I would have done it right there but I'm not doing it infront of a ton of people" he says.
"He'll finally realize what he put me through" I say under my breath.
"He's going to pay for it" Nate says and walk to the other guys.
I sit down and the guys finish up.
"Were going back to the jacks house you wanna come or you want me to drop you off at home?" Sam asks.
"I'll go home" I say.
We get to his car and he drops me off at home.
"Are you sure you'll be okay?" He asks
"Yeah dad should be home in the Next hour" I say.
I see Johnson's car pull up behind us.
"What are you doing here?" I ask shutting the car door as Sammy drives off.
"I wanted to talk" he says.
I hated when people didn't fully explain things like how he said I wanted to talk. It made me sick.
"Okay come in" I say and we walk inside.
"So?" I say and we sit on the couch.
"What's been going on?" He asks.
"What are you talking about?" I ask.
"I'm not as dumb as gilinsky or nate, Lilly" he says.
"You're not going to leave me alone until I tell you huh?" I say giving up.
"You know the answer to that" he says and I sigh.
I explained everything to him from my first panic attack the day before until now.
"Why didn't you want to tell me?" He asks.
"It was embaressing" I say
"It's not at all" he gives me a small smile.
"I don't know why I was so worried to tell you" I laugh at myself.
"I'm going to help you" he says and puts his arm around me.
"10 feet away from my daughter" my dad says walking in the doer and I roll my eyes as jack takes his arm off me.
"Hello dave" johnson laughs.
"Dad when will you realize he's my best friend?" I ask.
"When will you realize he likes you" my dad responds. This was an ongoing thing that happend everytime my dad and jack were in the same room. Jack used to defend himself saying he didn't like me but now we just let it happen since it happens everytime.
"Whatever" I laugh.
Sammy, gilinsky, and nate walk in.
"Sam you sister has a boyfriend" dad says and I roll my eyes.
"Honestly dad he's the only guy in Omaha I'd be okay with dating my sister" Sammy laughs and I change the subject.
"So when's mom getting home?" I ask.
"She's working late" my dad says, as usual.
"Oh and we scheduled you a doctors appointment tomorrow" he says and I knew exactly what it was for.
"Text me what they say okay?" Johnson says in my ear and I nod as the guys leave.
*jack Johnson's pov*
I got in my car and nate walked up to the window.
"Dude what is going on with Lilly?" He asks me.
"I don't know what you're talking about?" I say.
"Okay, see you later" he says and goes inside, i ignored it and drove off.
*sammys pov*
Lilly went upstairs and my dad went in the other room. Nate walks in.
"Hey I thought you left?" I say grabbing a bag of chips.
"Why won't anyone tell me what's going on with Lilly?" He asks.
"Because nothing's going on." I say
"I'm not dumb, Sam. I actually care about Lilly just as much as you or jack. I need to know" he says. And honestly I don't know wether to tell him or not.