My Only Hope

Chapter 49

I was meeting with pnina at 10 so I woke up early to get ready, cameron was a light sleeper so I tried to be as quiet as possible. I put on a pink and black romper and did my hair, I threw some sea salt spray in and left it down, I did my makeup and I was done.
I had a few minuets so I just sat on my phone.
Sadieeee: how's la?:) when are you going to see pnina??
Sadie was the only one I told about the pnina visit. Because I knew she wouldn't be mad at me for picking out the dress on my own.
I didn't want anyone's opinions, but sadie said that if I'm in a rut I can video chat her and she'll give me an opinion.
L- I'm actually going right now, I promise if I need to ill video chat😂
I got out of the hotel room and walked there just because it was only like five minuets away.
When I got there I walked in to see a ton of gorgeous dresses there.
"I'm here for pnina" I say to the girl.
"Oh right this way" she says taking me to a little fitting room. Which was more like a huge room.
"Hi I'm pnina" she smiles shaking my hand.
"I'm lillian" I say and we sit.
"So lilly what are you looking for?" She asks
"I've seen this one, and I fell in love, I was hoping to try that one on" I say showing her the picture on my phone.
"Oh yes that is one of my favorite creations, I'll go get it" she says leaving the room.
When she ete back with the ball gown I instantly fell in love.
I was putting it on and just though what cameron would think when he saw me in this. I had it on.
"It's beautiful!" I say.
"It compliments your hips" pnina says.
"I guess this is kind of the part where I start wishing I had brought someone" I say living the dress but feeling unsure.
"Do you have someone you can video chat?" Pnina asks
"I actually do" I say taking out my phone.
And I video call sadie.
"Hi lilly I knew you were going to call so I invited the whole gang here" she laughs and everyone says hi.
"Guys I need an opinion" I say switching the camera to back camera and pointing it in the mirror. I hear sadie screech.
"It's beautiful!" She says
"Really?" I say
"Absolutely gorgeous" she's now just wishing it was hers.
"Sam?" I say
"You look beautiful little sis, get the dress" he says. Hearing that from my brother made me 100% sure I loved the dress.
"You look great!" I hear nate yell in the background and I laugh.
"Thanks guys, I'll see you soon" I say blowing them a kiss and hanging up.
"I'm getting this one" I smile and pnina claps.
"Great we will have it tailored to your size and schedule a fitting next week" she said.
"Okay thankyou" I say and leave the bridal shop. It crazily only took 45 minuets which was nice.
Johnson🙉🙊: you looked great💁
L- aw thanks :) miss you all!
I got back and cameron was still in bed.
"Lazy butt" I laugh setting down my bag and sitting next to him.
"I'm just tired babe" he says
"Since when do you call me babe?" I laugh.
"Ew that's how tired I am" he says
We didn't like calling eachother babe, or baby, we thought it was just weird.
"So are we seeing your mom today?" I ask.
"Yeah she wants us to come over for dinner" he says.
"Well until then get ready lets go do something, let's go to our favorite froyo place!" I say.
"Oh yeah that place" he says getting up and starting to get ready.
I sent the guys a picture of cameron in his underwear and drew poop under his butt, shows how mature I am. (Actually something I'd do tbh)
He was ready and we called an uber. (What even are those tho like I only know about them bc Trevor Moran)
We got in the car and got to our favorite frozen yogurt shop.
We went in and our favorite worker, Johanna was working, she always knew what we were gunna get.
"Long time since I've seen you guys! You back for a while?" She asks
"I think two weeks" I say
"Oh well you normals?" She asks and we nod. She makes our froyo and gives it to us. We sit down and eat.
"So I was thinking, for our honey moon you know how you've always said you want to go to the uk?" He asks and I quickly nod.
"Well I was thinking we'd go to London? Or somewhere in the uk even smaller if you want." He says
"Well where do you want to go?" I ask
"The uk sounds fun to me" he smiles.
"Come on cameron there has to be somewhere that you want to go" I say
"Nope we're going to the Uk" he says
"Wait I remember you saying you always wanted to visit Australia" I say.
"Well yeah but I'm not sure how pleased you'd be getting kicked in the face by a kangaroo" he laughs
"I wouldn't get kicked!" I say
"Well whatever we can figure it out later" he says looking down at his phone and making a weird face.
"Why did I just get a text from nash, a screenshot of your guises conversation, and im basically naked with poop drawn under me?" Cameron says
"What a snitch!" I say.
"Why is my fiancé so weird" cameron shakes his head.
"Hey then explain that snapchat you sent everyone of me when I was sleeping where you wrote butts across my forehead. I get it from you" I say
We just carried on with our typical conversation.
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We got to his moms house for dinner.
"It smells amazing" I say.
"Thankyou, this is camerons favorite" she says. She was making homemade chicken enchiladas.
"Lilly would you like some wine or something?" His mom offers and I give her a funny look.
"Um, im only 19" I say and she looks at me then to cameron.
There was a basically 3 years difference between me and cam but by the look on her face she was definantly thinking it was a crime or something.
"You never told me that cameron" his mom says.
"It never came up" he says.
"You should have told me" she argues
"Uh is there a problem?" I quietly ask cameron.
"No there is not" he says
"Yes there is cameron your an adult marrying a teenager!" His mom says. Harsh.
"Actually 19 is technically an adult" I say
"It's also a teenager" she says
"Mom three years is not a big difference" cameron says
"It is when your this young!" She says
It felt as if my blood was boiling, how dare this woman completely ruin Camerons childhood and now try to ruin his adulthood too.
It took everything in me to not bash her head into the freaking table.
"Mom it really isn't a big deal!" He says
"This teenage girl just brainwashed you son" she says
"Her name is lilly. And no she's just made me realize what love is, something my own parents couldn't show me" he says and I grabbed ahold of his hand. He was, so hurt on the inside, but put his strongest side forward which I love about him.
"Not only is she 19 but she's mentally ill how do you love that cameron?" His mom says and my heart shattered into 1000 pieces.
"You, are a self centered, hateful bitch, you never were my mom, and you never will be" cameron says pulling me out of the house and holding me.
"I'm so freaking sorry lilly" he says. "I love you so so much"
"How do you love me?..." I ask now crying.
"What?" He says
"How? I don't get it? How do you love someone who's not emotionally stable" I ask.
"How do you do it lilly?" He asks
"What do you mean?" I ask him
"I'm constantly breaking down to you and upset about my parents, how are you able to handle that?" He asks
"Because I love you" I say
"There's your answer, when you love someone you don't care if they have some difficulties, you help them through it, I love you, so I'm going to be here through everything okay?" He says
"Okay"