My Only Hope

Chapter 46

*skip two months*
"Tree shopping come on!" I yell pulling cameron out the door. It's only four weeks till Christmas and I needed to have our tree up.
"Me and nash barely even got a tree last year" he laughs putting on his jacket.
"That's because your boys" I sigh and we get in the car. I was playing Ariana Christmas music because who doesn't in December?
We get to the tree lot and look around.
"This ones cute" I say pointing to one a bit taller than cam
"Hey if we're getting a tree then we're getting a tree" he says gesturing to one that was 12 feet tall.
"That's huge! And 135 dollars!" I say
"So? We'll take this one" cam says to the man.
"Yeah and add a ladder and my will onto that" I say.
We get the GIANT tree strapped into sams truck that we borrowed and drove it back. And somehow cam managed to get it inside by himself.
We got the tree sturdy and standing up before we went decoration shopping.
We went to target because we're cheap.
We got a bunch of red, silver, green, and of course sparkles because thats my favorite.
We also got some lights for the house because who doesn't love an extremely decorated Christmassy house?
We get back and start to decorate the tree. We had to get a step ladder to reach the top.
"Babe babe babe!!!" I hear cameron yell and I turn around.
"Is there ever a moment your not snapchating?" I laugh.
"Nope!" He says. We finish the tree and it looked perfect.
I was sitting down on the couch when cameron literally throws himself on me and starts tickling me.
"Cameron stop" I yell laughing.
"Payback for posti that ugly snapchat of me!" He laughs.
"O-okay! I'll delete it!" I say and he stops and kisses me.
"Cam?" I say
"Yeah?" He asks
"I'm am about to tell you the biggest secret of all time" I say
"And that is?"
"You know what that wattpad app is right?" I ask
"Yeah" he says
"Well I used to write one direction fan fictions on there" I laugh.
"Seriously?! You were a fanfic writer?!" He laughs with me
"Yep"
"Read me something" he says and I go to my old account.
"No way" I say
"Pleassseeee" he begs
"Not happening" I laugh
"Can I at least see it?" He asks and I hand him my phone.
"Aw! Your so little!" He laughs.
"I was in 6th grade" I say
A text from Toby popped up and can looks at me Funny.
"Who's Toby?" He asks
"The guy from New York remember?"
"You still talk to him?"
"Well yeah we're friends" I say
"Oh okay" he says. I honestly had no idea if cam was the jealous type. Sometimes he can be but other times he's just cool with everything. I'm not complaining.
"Well are you okay with me talking to him?" I ask
"Why would you ask such a silly question? Of course I am. And even if I wasn't I wouldn't make you stop talking to him because of it" he smiles
Perfect boyfriend.
I lillian wilkinson have thee most perfect boyfriend of all time.
"You are seriously the sweetest" I kiss him.
"So I've gotten several texts from sadie wanting to know the colors" he laughs
"She's almost more excited than I am!"
"What colors do you want?" He asks
"Well I want the bridesmaids in pink.." I say
"So obviously pink will be a color, how about pink, black, and white? Just simple." He says
"Sounds great to me" I smile.
"I can't believe I'm getting married.." I say more to myself.
"Why?" Cam asks
"I don't know, I just never felt like I'd ever find someone that likes me..." I say truthfully.
"Well I love you" he says giving me a kiss and getting up.
"I'm going to make you chocolate chip pancakes" he says
"Yay!!" I yell.
Cam lit the fireplace and we sat watching YouTube videos and eating chocolate chip pancakes. His phone rang and I looked to see who it was.
"You mom.." I say handing him his phone.
He answers it.
*still lillys pov but not on speaker*
C- hey mom.
M- hey sweetie, how are you and lilly?
C- we doing great, we got a tree today and decorated and everything.
M- that's great, well In calling to say, the divorce has happend and your dad is moved out. And I was wondering if you guys would like to come visit up here? You can see me and lilly can see her parents and I think it'd just be a nice post- christmas suprise
C- well obviously I will have to talk with lilly about it, but that sounds great.
"Talk to me about what?" I whisper
M- great just call me back.
C- okay I'll call in 10.
Cameron hangs up and turns to me.
"So I said I should ask you first because I know your super pumped about Christmas decorating. But my mom called to ask if we wanted to come down to la for a little while before Christmas" he says
"That sounds great!" I say "but isn't your dad there?" I ask
"Nah the divorce is over so he's moved out" cam smiles.
"Well that's great! Of course I want to go!" I say.
"Okay I'll call her back and plan it" he says.
__________two days later_______
Today was the day we were leaving to la. We had a very early flight.
It was 8am and we had to leave at 8:30 and our plane would arrive at 12.
"Cameron we're going to miss our flight!!" I yell.
"I was shaving!" He says grabbing his back and we head out the door.
"You have nothing to shave" I laugh.
"Just let me think I do" he pouts putting our stuff in the trunk and we head to the airport.