My Only Hope

Chapter 48

*2 am*
"Cam" I whisper shaking him awake
"Lilly no" he groans.
"But it's a 24 hour food bar!" I whisper yell.
"It'll still be there at 11 am." He says
"It won't be the same" I complain.
"Fine. We will go to the precious food bar" he sighs and gets up.
"Yay!" I say excitedly and we go down. No one was there, which I understand I mean it's 2 am.
"It's heaven!" I say
"It's 2 am" cameron yawns
"Cmon don't be a party pooper" I say. I get a plate and get cake, ice cream and a bunch of candy.
"Grab me some" he says.
"Ahh who's enjoying it now?" I laugh and get cameron some too.
We go back up to our room and eat. By now cam was wide awake and I was on a sugar high.
"Snapchat spam" I say taking out my phone and doing a million snapchats. My story was actually over 300 seconds.
It was 5 am now and cam was out, but I was having sudden rushes of anxiety. I didn't know why.. Something just felt off.
I went into the bathroom so I didn't wake cameron. Memories and thoughts of jayden rushed into my head, why was this happening??
I started to cry, and the bathroom door opened. 
"Don't cry" I heard a very unpleasant voice say and I looked up.
"W-what are you doing here?" I stutter
"Did you miss me lilly?" He asks getting closer and closer.
"Cameron!" I scream
"Oh he's not here, I took care of him."
"Cameron help me! Please! Someone!" I screamed as he got so close our noses almost touched.
"Now I'm going to take care of you" he says pulling out a knife.
"Jayden stop! Help!" I yelled.
"It's too late lilly"
"Lilly?! Lilly!" I throw myself up breathing heavily.
"Lilly are you okay? You were having a bad dream" he says
"I-I'm fine" I say. But I wasn't.
"What were you dreaming? I hear you say my name and say help.." He says
"It was nothing" I say.
"Okay.. Well do you need anything?" He asks.
"No..just don't leave me okay." I say
"Never" he says wrapping his arms around me as we lay down and go back to sleep.
I woke up and cameron was still asleep. I grabbed my phone off the side table and started through facebook. Seeing what everyone was up to back home.
*jack Johnson tagged you in a post*
I clicked on the notification and a picture popped up. It was the selfie we took when we first hung out in 6th grade. And to say I looked snobby was an understatement, I mean don't we all go through awkward phases? Well mine was wearing as much designer clothing as possible. Yeah sucky..
The caption was 'I found this and started to miss you :('
I liked it and texted him.
L- when I get back me, you, nate, sam, and gilinsky are all gunna hang out just like old times:)
Johnson🙉🙊: sounds good👌
Johnson🙉🙊: how's your trip going?
L- amazing, we saw his mom yesterday and my parents and the hotel were staying in is amazing, like we all need to come here and have a little stay it's that amazing.
Johnson🙉🙊: wait is it the one with the 24 hour food bar?!!!?!!
L- YES! It literally has our names engraved on the counter. It was made for a lilly and Jack movie night.
Johnson🙉🙊: well until we can go together, enjoy it for me
L- will do😂

Cameron woke up and I turned to him.
"Hello sleepy head" I say pushing his hair out of his face. I swear hes just the sweetest little teddy bear sometimes when he wakes up, and other times he's evil.
"Lilly I'm cold" he says pulling me into him tightly.
"You're also adorable" I say
"No I'm not" he says while yawning. Sometimes I wish I could just film him because of cute little things that he does.
"So what's the plans, your moms?" I ask
"Actually I took it upon myself to schedule us massages and you to get your nails done and get a facemask and all that girly stuff while I go to a really nice tux place here for the wedding" he says.
"Aw" I say
*camerons pov*
Lilly was getting all that girly stuff done and I headed to the shop. I walked in and was greeted by a shorter lady with dyed cherry red hair and brown eyes.
"Hello you must be cameron?" She asks and I nod.
"That's me" I say
"A lot younger than I expected" she says "isn't it illegal to get married under 18?"
"I'm 21." I say awkwardly.
"Oh I'm sorry you look much younger" she laughs.
"This will be who's helping you" she says referring to another girl. This is a tux shop why is it all girls??
"Hi I'm Rachel, come on this way" she says and leads me into the room that had all the tuxes.
"What are the wedding colors?" She asks
"They are pink, white, and black" I say
"Oh perfect and simple. What's her name?" She asks grabbing a few tuxes.
"Lillian" I smile.
"Aw what a pretty name" she says.
"Is that her?" She says referring to my phone background.
"Yep that's her"
"How'd you guys meet?" She asks. Man this girl asks a lot of questions.
"She had moved in by me and we ended up just getting close" I say
"Great, well I think we have some good choices. Why don't you go try these on" she says and I go and do that.
*lillys pov*
I was heading to get a facial when cam left. What he doesn't know is that I made an appointment to see pnina tornaì and look for a wedding dress at klienfeld. (Pretend the shop is in la and pretend that the TV show doesn't exist)
I wanted to pick out my wedding dress alone because if I like it I want to get it and not have people influence my choice. It's all going to be my decision.
My meeting was tomorrow at 9am. But my excuse will be that I'm going to spend some time with my mom.
"Sit right over here" the nice lady says and I sit in the chair and lay my head back and she starts applying the mask.
"So why are you visiting la?" She asks
"My parents and my fiancés parents live here" I say. And she finishes putting on the mask.
"Fiancé huh? When's the wedding?" She asks
"Spring" I say. "This is him" I say showing her my lock screen picture.
"Aw, well congrats" she says.
"Thanks" I smile. "I'm actually going to see pnina tornaì tomorrow"
"Seriously? That's awesome. I wanted to see her when I got married but she's one expensive person" she says and I laugh.

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Cameron got back to the hotel and I was sitting on the bed.
"I wanna seeee" I say
"Not till the wedding and don't look in the bag snoopy pants" he says
"I'm not a snoopy pants" I say
"You are such a snoopy pants" he says sitting on the bed and pulling me into him.
"So how was your facial and all that girly stuff" he laughs.
"You wanna know? Literally feel my face" I say and he does
"Wait it's like really soft" he laughs.
"I know! It's crazy amazing" I say.
"I'm ready for bed" he says laying down taking me down with him.
"Why'd you pull me down?" I laugh.
"Because I can't sleep without you" he says.
"You managed for 19 years" I say
"Stooopppp" he groans and I laugh.
"But I'm not sleepy" I say
"Lillllyyyyyy" he whines
"Fine" I laugh and we go to sleep.