Skies Of Mistakes

Chapter 37

My feet feels like it has a magnet on the ground and my body is frozen. Hindi ako makagalaw, parang na body freeze bigla ako kahit nag utak ko hindi ko maramdaman. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung humihinga pa ako but one thing for sure naamoy ko siya and it's the same. He wears the same perfume.

I stared at his and memorize his face, it's still the same but there are some added detail he have now a not so thick mustache na parang nakalimutan lang niya na magshave. His dark hair is somehow messy, his broading eyes that seems aroused yet sleepy, his sexy lips is wet, his sharpened nose that so feel good when it touches my neck and his cheek flushed somehow. Parang hindi namin parehas inaasahan makita ang isa't-isa ngayon at dito mismo sa harap ng dati naming mansion.

"W-What are you doing here?..." halos pabulong ko na lang iyon na naisabi sakanya. And we're staring at each other and damn him his eyes made me melt.

"What are you doing here?" tanong niya na pinagkadiinan pa.

Ipinilig ko na lang ang ulo ko para matauhan. I needed to get straight to the point why I am even here. Well, I'm here in the mansion to get my left things pero ko naman inaasahan na nandito siya kaya uunahin ko na ang pakay ko sakanya pero sa sobrang dami ng salita na nabuo sa isipin ko na dapat ay sasabihin ko sakanya ay wala, wala akong masabi ngayon parang bigla nahawi ng isang malakas na hangin ang lahat ng nasa isip ko.

"Hey! Can't you talk, can you?" aba't. I get it, he's getting pissed. I don't know if this is because of my existence or what. Kasi first of all he despise me at gusto kong kalimutan ang mga salita na iyon.

"U-Uh... A-Ano kasi..." hindi ko matuloy ang sasabihin ko. Why the fuck I am out of words? I need words right here, right now.

"Ohh. I know now. Sige papasok na ako." and just like that he was about to close the door but I have my hand to insert in between para hindi niya masara.

"Wait! What?! Papasok ka?! Bakit sayo ba yan?" nawala na. Bumalik na ako.

"Can't you see? Lumabas ako dito kanina diba? So, now why are you asking me that question? Ganyan ka na ba katanga?" Ohh. That's hurt. Below the belt na yun ah. Sakanya lang ako natatanga at siguro niya sa pagkakataon na ito natatanga ako.

"Na..naguguluhan lang kasi ako. Ano, uhm, pano ba ito napunta saiyo? I know na binenta itong dati naming mansion at hindi ko alam kung sino ang napagbentahan..." I stopped mid-way because I think about it. "Don't tell me ikaw ang nakabili nito?" he smirked. That's my cue.

"Yeah. I'm the one who brought this house and lot to your twin brother," he said. No way! Hindi puwede! Bakit naman niya bibilhin ang bahay at lupa namin gayong marami naman na siya?

"Babe!" napatingin ako sa loob ng may marinig akong sumigaw and look at him after tumingin din siya sa loob. Mukhang narinig din niya yung sigaw.

"Ohh. Sorry, I have to go. Someone's looking for me inside. We have unfinished business to finish first." what he said made me realized he's button down shirt dress is all unbuttoned, his hair is messy and he is sweating. So, maybe that unfinished business explains why.

For the second time around, sinuksok ko na naman ang kamay ko sa pagitan ng gate para hindi ito maisara.

I needed to talk to him and now is the time. Kasi bukas uuwi na kami. No more delays and extention.

"No. Wait! Can we talk please? I needed to talk to you." I begged halos isiksik ko na ang sarili ko sa siwang ng gate pero hindi ako kasya kasi siniguro niya lang talaga na hindi ako maiipit.

"No! Leave! I don't want to hear you out!" naputol na ang pisi ng pasensya niya saakin and I think I deserved that.

"Here me out!" I shouted too. "Please, kahit 5 minutes lang. I needed to say sorry to you." he scoffed.