Skies Of Mistakes

Chapter 43

GAVAINE EZEKIAS VILLAMAYOR

I'm tapping my shoes on the floor while waiting for the door to open. I'm slowly losing my patience here.

As soon as it wide open, pumasok na ako at agad pumunta sa tao na gusto kong pasalamatan.

"Gerente..." the first word I uttered.

"It's noice seeing you here,...again. Akala ko hindi ka na babalik dito... My sincerest condolences to you and your family." he said.

"Can you hunt someone for me?" I asked. After almost a year, bumalik ulit ako sakanya. May galit pa rin sa puso ko dahil ang kanilang org. ang dahilan kung bakit nawala ang Daddy ko. Well, yes, I should blame the President's side, the whole me blamed them, but there's a part of me that also blame their org.

"Looks like it's a girl ah. Ano, ayaw mo na ba sa fake fiance mo?" he laughed. I just scoffed. Kahit kailan talaga ang matanda na ito. Sana lang wala siyang anak na kagaya niya.

"I didn't love her. I want you to hunt, Agueda for me... I want to know where in the living hell she was." Doon na siya tumawa at nagpaikot-ikot sa recliner chair niya.

"Hindi mo ko utusan kaya bakit ako susunod sayo? I already know where she was... Pero kasali pa rin siya sa org. na ito at siya ang mas trusted dito. Tell me why you want to hunt her."

I shake my head. Kasi kahit ako hindi ko rin alam kung bakit gusto ko siya makita ulit. Nahihiya lang ako lumapit sa mga kaibigan ko at kila Mommy because I refused their offer already. Kaya sakanya na lang ako lumapit. And I'm thankful that he knows but I doubt if he'll tell me. Siya kasi yung tao na hindi mo basta-basta mapapasunod sa gusto mo, unless you have a quit needy and better reason for him to approve. Kabaliktaran ng mga kasali sa grupo niya na sinusunod lahat ng mga utos niya kahit walang paliwanag.

"I d-don't know. I just feels like I want to see her," I honestly said.

I learned a sarcastic laugh from him. "Then go out in my office right now. Go hunt her by yourself... Hindi ka makakatanggap ng tulong mula saakin. If I know ikaw din ang dahilan kung bakit naalis siya ng bansa nagpakalayo-layo. Dahil dun nawala yung sigla niya sa pagtatrabaho saamin." Paliwanag niya. Not that it's a simple explanation, he said it with his serious tone na kinakatakutan ng lahat ng kasapi niya. Kahit nga siguro hindi siya magsalita ng seryoso ay natatakot sakanya si Agueda eh.

"No. It's not like that."

"But don't worry, I'll make sure she'll know that your going to hunt her. Basta hinding-hindi ako magsasalita kung nasaan man siya. I'll for her until she comes back to us and be a servant again."

"No. Nagbago na ang isip ko. Hindi ko na siya hahanapin." the words slipped out of my tongue out of nowhere.

"It's your lost." Then suddenly he called someone over a phone, kung anu-anong sinasabi niya sa taong kausap niya. Parang kuwentong oldies. Umalis na lang ako.

As much as I want who it is, ayoko na. I already lowered my pride just by asking him to help me. Palagay ko, kaya ko naman siya hanapin pero hidni ko alam kung kelan ako magsisimula lalo pa't tambak ang mga gawain ko sa firm. We have outreach to be held in just few hours together with my friends. Sila na naman ang may pakana. On my way there bigla silang nagchat na hindi na sila makakarating, mga gago talaga.

In the end, ako na lang ang dumating sa outreach program na yun para sa mga bata, hindi din naman ako nagtagal dun but I enjoyed playing with kids. In my inner self, I want a child too pero paano? I have a fiance but nothing happened to us, we rarely see each other nga. We just forced to be a couple by family reasons, hindi dahil sa Mommy ko kundi dahil sa mga grandparents ko.