Skies Of Mistakes

CHAPTER 20

[Warning: Matured Content]

Nasa loob na kami ng kotse niya kasi dito niya ako hinila kapagka-alis namin doon.

Kinakabahan ako iniisip ko kung ano ang sinabi sakanya ni Gerente at nagkaganun na siya. Kanina bago kami pumasok ay parang balewala lang sakanya, tapos ngayon para namang tigreng gutom kung makatingin ang mga mata niya.

"What was that Agueda?!" he punch the steering wheel before looking at me intently.

"W-What? L-Let's go..let's d-date," saad olko and try to reach for his hand but he shoved it away.

Galit nga. Nakakatakot. His dark mesmerizing eyes says it all.

"You know what, before we enter that goddamn building I already guess what you want me to do. Your organization isn't for that clean shit! If numb then I'm not! Your organization are nothing but a dirty piece of shit! Dapat kayo ang paalisin dito.... Sinali mo pa talaga ako ah. Nagtatrabaho ako ng maayos hindi para mapasok sa ganito, Agueda!" Ba't ang sakit na marinig yun sakanya? Tangina!

"Say more." I urged him and he know what I mean so he pushed he tongue then say more.

"Kung alam ko na lang an may plano ka na ipasok ako sa ganito sana hidni an lang kota kinilala kasi potangina pakiramdam ko nasa loob ako ng kulto. No matter how beautiful the things and surronding there, it just made me feel anxious. Not just that I hope hindi na lang kita minahal kung ganito rin naman. I really hate things like this. Are you hearing where I was coming? I feel like I was just an excess baggage to just put in there!"

"I'm s-sorry." I can't find words to say. Totoo naman e but there's one word that made me wreck my eyes and ears.

I wonder kung totoo ba yun. Mahal niya ko? Kailan pa? E mahal na mahal pa niya ang ex niya.

It feels like we're just using each other. Me using him to the org. and him using me as a rebound.

Para kaming nagtatanga-tangahan dito. Nakakagago lalo.

"Wow! Just wow! Did I heared it right? The women I love just say sorry?! What a damn! Akala ko hindi ka marunong mag sorry."

"M-Mahal mo k-ko?" so, totoo nga yung narinig ko kanina? But I need validation.

He frozed right there. It was like ngayon lang nag sink-in sakanya ang mga pinagsasabi niya. It slipped from his mouth. After a minute that I didn't hear a thing from him, a tear escaped from my mouth.

"Ano? Sabihin mo kasi nakakatanga itong ginagawa natin." I cried.

Bakit hindi na niya masabi ngayon? Hindi ba iyon totoo? Didn't he meant it? Mahal niya ba talaga ako? Ugh! Bakit para akong tanga? Shoot! Tanga naman talaga ako baliw pa.

"Damn Yes! I love you! I love you so much! I don't know when but I just starting up my day thinking about you!... All I thought I was just can't move on my past but guess what you have something to made me forgot about her, you helped me get throught that one and I here now being so much in love with you and,... risking things." he punch the steering wheel, hindi pa soya nakuntento doon dahil pati ulo niya inihampas niya rin doon.

Ako? Walang masabi. All I thought was he's in love with,...damn! And I said we gonna f*ck buddy pero wala namang nangyayari saamin.

"M-Magsalita ka naman..." he said while now looking directly at my eyes. His eyes are now bloodshot, parang may lalabas na luha doon anumang oras.

I bit my lower lip before pulling his nape and kiss him. He was stunned for a moment but soon I felt his hand on my hips unbuckling my seatbelt while we're kissing.