TW: self harm
My cutting has been getting worse
Getting deeper
More bloody
I can't say I hate it
I deserve it
It's punishment
I deserve pain
The scars
The blood
I deserve it
I'm a bad person
And everyday I fight it so others don't see it
But I fucked up
I fucked up so massively
And I can't even feel anything about it
It makes me want to die
It makes me want to cut and burn my skin until there's no skin left that isn't covered in scar tissue
My self harm has been getting worse
Because I need punishment
I need punishment for what I did
And I'm going to keep punishing myself until it kills me
(21/6/21)
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A Glimpse Into My Brain
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