A Glimpse Into My Brain

I Wouldn't Trade Them

I think it's weird how attached to fictional characters I get
I know that pretty much everyone can get into the heads of characters they love and develope an obsession with them

But when I love a character it feel like I am them
I feel like I'm inside their body and able to control it
Maybe it's because of the ridiculous amount of time I spend daydreaming as them

All the times I decide this world absolutely sucks and I need a break from it
They're always there
Waiting for me to return
To return to the world I feel like I waa meant to be in

Fuck this world
I want to be off chasing the humdrum
And getting Agatha out of that vampire cult thing
I want to hug Baz and Simon
I want to talk to Penny about everything

I want to discuss magical theory with Hermione
And walk around the forbidden forest with Luna
Giving the creatures we find along the way treats
I want to go inside Newts truck and get lost wandering around with Picket

I want to relax with June, Nora and Alex
And joke about all the times Alex should've realized he likes Henry
I want to yell at the queen
And high five Bea for dumping the tea in Philip's lap
I want to explore the white house with Alex and find out how he found the note on the roof
I want to explore the museum with Alex and Henry
I want to go karaokeing with the gang and have a blast

I want to hug Pav and Lyx
And tell them they're amazing and wonderful
I want to hang out with Fen because she seems amazing

I want to visit Arion and learn the secrets of their magic
I want Xias to show me how to get wings

I have so many worlds I want to in more than this one
But I love my people in this world
And they make it worth staying
They make this world a little brighter
And I wouldn't trade them for anything

(23/5/21)