A Glimpse Into My Brain

Fuck This

TW: heavy suicidal thoughts

I want to die
I'm overreacting
I know I am

I promised my friend I wouldn't
I promised them I would make it through the night
I don't want to make it through the night
I want to die

My mum mentioned one of my meds is easy to overdose on
I have enough meds
In my room nonetheless

I guess having chronic pain has it's perks
If I ever do decide to go through with it
At least I'll have enough pills to make sure I do it right

(16/5/21)