A Glimpse Into My Brain

Out

I feel weird
I haven't been in hyper mode for a long time
I forgot how intense it is
How much time passes before you realize it
How much energy you lose after

I haven't come out of hyper mode in a long time
It's slightly terrifying
I feel like I just climbed a mountain without any water
I'm shaking
My heart is beating out of my chest
My thoughts aren't anywhere near coherent
I'm tired but my thoughts are swirling

I don't think I'm getting much sleep tonight
Unless I pass out
Then maybe I'll get some

(25/5/21)