Being Matthews Espinosa Little Sister (shawn mendes fanfic)

Chapter 77 Goodbye Shawn

Gissel's P.O.V

I woke up in the arms of Shawn and then I remember that today is my last day with him for a long time. And it's just becoming harder and harder to deal with but I have to he has to live his dream. I sigh and didn't bother to get up I just laid on his bed with him. I started to get flash back from last 8 months and I started crying. I'm going to miss him so much. I grab my phone and look at the time 9AM our flight leaves at 1PM. So I have 5 more hours with him and then it's good bye for god knows how long.

Maybe I could fly out here a little but I highly doubt it because we have to plan this tour and then go on it. So I'm going to be busy to take my mind off him. Or maybe we can talk to his manager and he can tour with us until he has to leave for the Austin tour. But we will see. I start to play with his big hands. I grab his hand and I put my hand to his and I just look at how much bigger his hand is than mine. I started laugh lightly. I fell Shawn take a deep breath and I then I hear him groan. Good morning sunshine I said giggling he just laughed a little. And good morning babes he said in his sexy morning voice that always kills me 😍.

So today's plan is to get you packed cry for 3 hours together in this bed get in the car and cry for another 10 minutes then get to the airport and cry another 20 and then you leave Shawn said playing with my hair. I laughed a little Yeah basically I said playing with his fingers. It's such a sad day he said kissing my head I nodded yeah it is I said. I heard knocking on the door. Come in Shawn said still playing with my hair. That's when Matthew came in. So what's up I asked. He sat down on Shawn chair by his desk.

Well we were wondering if Shawn wanted to join our touring event Matthew asked. I looked up at Shawn. Well I'm not sure I have to ask my manager he said. Well yeah we understand but there's no need we already talked to him he said smiling. I started smiling And Shawn's eyebrows raised up together. And what did he say he asked in excitement. Well he said you could but you won't be going to LA with us he said frowing.

I did too. But we will only be there for a week so once the tour starts in 2 weeks you will fly to wherever we start Matthew said smiling and I did too. This is amazing I will see you soon I said and hugged Shawn tighter. He just kissed the top of my head. And I just laid there with a smile. Matthew eventually left which left us alone.

So Shawn I guess plans do change me and you will not cry in this bed I said laughing and he did too. Yeah but I will miss you for two weeks he said grabbing my hand and playing with my promise ring he gave me. Yeah I will to but hey we will be together for 2 and half months non stop I said and kissed his cheek and he smiled. Yeah can't wait he said and kissed my cheek. We soon started kissing which turned into a make out session. Which I didn't mind because I will miss this for a while. I was playing with his hair and he had his on my thighs.

Gissel Shawn it's time to go to the airport Aaliyah said walking into the room. Okay we will be down in a second Shawn said putting on a clean shirt because he had just showered. She nodded and walked out the room. I sighed and finished off my hair in its braid and I walked out his bathroom and Shawn threw me his obey Maroon hoodie. I smiled and put it on. I grabbed my bag pack and I put it on Shawn grabbed my suit case and we walked out his room and went down stairs. We all then piled into the cars and drove to the airport. The whole way there I was hugging Shawn and just talking to him and only him. Not caring for the others at this point in time.

When we arrived at the airport we all checked in and we waited for out flights to Los Angeles. Once they were called is when I got super sad. I didn't want to leave Shawn but the only thing that made me happy was knowing his was gonna be touring with us. I got up and went to go say good bye to Shawn's family. And finally I went to Shawn I went to hug Shawn and he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. And hid my face in the crook of his neck.

Bye baby I love so much I will think of you everyday but I'll see you in two weeks Shawn said kissing the top of my head. I nodded I will too I love you to bye baby I'll miss you so much I said looking up at him. And I saw his brown eyes full of sadness. He nodded and we both leaned in and kissed for the last time in a while. Once we pulled apart he let me down I grabbed my bag and caught up with the guys. Turning around once in while looking at Shawn and his family. I sighed when we got to the plane I sat in my seat next to Taylor and Matthew.

You okay Taylor asked me grabbing my hand. I nodded yeah I'm fine just a little sad I said sighing. He nodded and me Matthew and Taylor started talking while the plane took off. Once in the air we all fell asleep. Until the flight attendant woke us up saying we were in LA and I started to get excited. Even thoe I'm going to miss Shawn but I know he would want me to be happy and not upset and I want him to be happy not sad. So I Was smiling and happy.

Shawn's P.O.V
I kissed her one more time good bye and she left. I sighed when I didn't see her anymore. My dad told us to go home and we did. And once we got home I laid in my bed and just played on my phone. Ima miss her but I will see in two weeks so it's okay. I decided not to mope around and just clean my room. I grabbed all my dirty clothes and washed them. Then I made my bed and just organized my room. I finished a little while after.

I was putting my clothes up and I found Gissel's clothes in there her hoodie her pants I smiled and folded them and put them in drawer and just put my basket back in my closet. I laid down on my bed and fell asleep alone. That's when I got a text message from my friend Ian asking he could come over. I of course said. Yes I know I should be sad but I know Gissel would want me to be happy and not said so that's what I'm doing. And I want her to be happy not sad.

Taylor's P.O.V
Hello California here we are Cameron screamed thru the airport we busted out laughing. YAS California weather Gissel said jumping around smiling. I thought you were sad Nash asked. Okay yes I am sad but I can't mope around I need to have fun she said jumping on my back. Yeah that's true Hayes said. We all nodded. I grabbed the back of her legs so she wouldn't fall and she wrapped her arms around my neck. As we were approaching the waiting area there was a tons of fans. They all swarmed around us.

They were pulling at us trying to our clothes off I was so violated. Then Gissel was ripped of my back and she was on the floor and we were getting pushed. I tried to find Gissel but it was no use. I couldn't find her poor girl she's getting stepped on. I then fell someone hang on my legs. TAYLOR ITS ME GISSEL she screamed. I sighed in relief. I bent down and picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. As we escaped from the fans.

Thanks Taylor I almost died she said. I started laughing No problem I said she smiled and hugged me and we waited around alone. I guess the fans didn't notice us anymore.

There's chapter 77

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