[Not edited] Alex Dalton a Mafia boss who owns the biggest mafia in the US. He is cold, ruthless and heartless. His job consists of killing, selling drugs and all the illegal things someone could imagine.
And Lilac Rose a beautiful woman who is k...
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Lilac's Pov
TW:⚠️RAPE AND ABUSE⚠️
This morning I woke up next to Aiden. I really hoped that yesterday was a nightmare, but I was fucking wrong.
My whole body was aching.
Aiden had his hands still around me and I couldn't move, and I didn't want to move either. I was lying there motionless and lost in thought.
I was scared. Scared of Aiden.
Not even Alex hurt me to this extend.
Alex was the only one who made me feel kind of safe. To be honest I felt protected with Alex next to me.
But the day he told me to leave I lost all faith in my thoughts.
I would lie to myself if I say, that I didn't get attached to Alex, even if it was just a little bit.
I was getting used to having him around me. He gave me a feeling of belonging somewhere with someone. And he made me feel less lonely every freaking day.
I really don't know why I'm thinking about him. I just can't describe my feelings towards Alex. I never got used to someone or opened up to someone that quickly.
Alex makes it kind of easy for me. Even though he sometimes caused me pain, he was the reason for my distraction, making me think other things than self harm. He's the reason that helped me to get better, just by giving me food and a place to sleep. I didn't had to pay my rent for a month and got healtier. And my circulatory problems got also better.
I was never out for money or wealth. I just wanted to be healthy, happy and loved, but this was never possible. Someone weak, ugly and pathetic like me never deserves to be happy. I had an abusive childhood, I know that, but I want to be happy and give someone also a reason to be happy for.
I want to be someone's happiness.
But everything what has happened just brought me here. Here with Aiden and a growing pain in my chest.
I am really so thankful for Alex that he cared for me just for a short time even though he told me to leave. I was hurt and angry at him that he let me go after he kissed me, but my first kiss belongs to Alex and I can't change that.
I probably won't see him again. So I really hope he gets happy.
"Good morning beautiful" Aiden said as he kissed my bruised lips, bringing me out of my thoughts. The thoughts that even I don't understand.
"G-Good morning" I answered and Aiden was now attacking my neck, kissing it harshly. I let him and didn't move. I had no choice. Not obeying means pain.
He was beginning to touch and kiss me everywhere. And I felt disgusting.
He was grabbing my breast tightly and hurt them in the process, but I still kept quite. I just bit my bottom lip to hold back the sobs. My tears were streaming down my cheeks like a waterfall.
