His Light

I can't

Lilac's Pov

I was sitting at the table in front of Aiden, while being hurt and shaking from the cold. James was appearing from time to time, but he was laying low.

James a fucking asshole, stupid enough to involve himself with Aiden.

It's been a few days, or more...I don't know, I lost track of time. 

I don't know if I was going to making it out of here alive or not, but as they tried to get me beg for Alex to come and save me, I didn't. I took the beating and didn't do what they've told me to do. I would never - even if it meant that I would be dying - give Alex into the hands of the enemy.

Alex and my bundle of joy were my meaning of life, and I would save them no matter the cost. Even if there wouldn't be any hope for me and there is always hope for them, I believe that Alex will be able to save our child.

Even though I got a lot of hits to the stomach from Aiden and James, I bleed a lot. But my baby is still moving, not as much as before, but she's moving, that's always a good sign. 

The room I was still staying here was cold and Aiden's staring made my blood run cold. He was sitting right in front go me not averting his gaze.

"How about you eat?" Aiden suggested as if he was casually having a meal with me. Delusional ass bitch.

"How about you shut the fuck?!" I said back, pushing the food he placed in front of me away. I saw the anger and hatred in his eyes. He pushed the food back to me.

"Lilac I'm trying to treat you good, but you are making this really hard here" Aiden stated, trying to push away his anger. How can someone be like him, how can anybody be like that. 

He's acting as if everything around us is normal. As if he didn't beat me, a pregnant woman. As if we aren't in a fucking cell in god knows where.

"FUCK YOU AIDEN" I screamed at him, throwing the food on the floor. "You can fucking stop trying, and leave me the fuck alone. I won't ever forgive a delusional bitch who treated me like you. You used me against my will, you fucking raped me and have done it over and over again; AGAIN AND AGAIN...You know who I see right in front of me? A sick bastard, who doesn't like to be rejected, a bastard who is scared to lose. A fucking bastard who forces himself upon others. You are jealous Aiden; you just want what your brother has. You are fiendish and sick. Psychotic and inhuman. But let me tell you something, you will never get what Alex has, what he possesses. Because Alex is the one who holds my heart in his hands, while you can just dream of it."

I promised myself that I will be strong, and even though I am scared, I won't cower in front of him, I will talk back.

Then Aiden threw the table he had placed into the room just for me to eat to the side. Flipping it over with the whole force, making me flinch and my hand go to my belly for immediate protection. I wasn't scared for myself anymore, but I was scared for my child. I don't know if my baby can hold on any longer after all those impacts.

Aiden came impossibly closer to me, his gray eyes staring like a lunatic into mine.

"How about we have a little fun now." Aiden said, beginning to loosen my chains. I was frightened. I was not comprehending what he was trying to do.

Suddenly he pulled my head closer by fisting my hair and whispering. "I will fuck you so damn hard Lilac, that you finally miscarriage that monster you are carrying."

He held the grip on my hair tight, now dragging me out of the cell and somewhere unknown.

I was screaming and trying to wiggle so much, but his grip on me didn't loosen in any way.