His Light

Wrong decision?

Alex Pov

After Lilac left I didn't feel the same anymore.

I couldn't get her out of my fucking head, because of that kiss we shared.

Lilac was so beautiful and so innocent and I let her fucking go.

I guess that it's okay. I deserve the pain.

I was training and training, just to distract myself. My killing drive became worse after she fucking left and now I'm alone like always.

After she stepped into my life, she was on my mind every fucking second.

She makes me feel.
SHE MAKES ME FUCKING FEEL.
And I don't like this foreign feeling, I want it to stop.

My thoughts were interrupted by a knocking on my office door.

"Come in." I said as Rowan entered the room, looking at me annoyed.

Zac and Rowan are the only people I trust and who are allowed to treat me differently, like friends.

Sometimes they annoy the shit out of me, just to make me feel less stressed and that is what I appreciate the most about them.

"We caught someone who's involved in the stealing of our drugs" Rowan said with a serious expression. He is annoyed about this situation as much as I am.

"Get my room in the safehouse ready, I will make him suffer." was all I said.

I made my way to the garage to take my damn car.

But someone ran into my direction, it was Damien.

"Boss I received a mail addressed to you."

"I GOT NO TIME FOR THAT DAMIEN" I spat. I was already stressed, because Lilac was gone and those problems that occur every fucking day brought me over the edge.

"Sorry Boss" was all Damien responded, but I was already getting in my car and putting my seat belt on.

I drove as fast as I could. I had to hit that bastard, to let my anger out and to distract myself from Lilac.

That girl is confusing me I can't- I mean I want her out of my head.

WHY WAS SHE IN THAT ALLEY THE NIGHT I KILLED THAT FUCKING BASTARD. WHYYY!

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At the safehouse

I entered my room that was prepared for me and that bastard was sitting in the middle of the room, smiling at me.

Zac and Rowan are standing behind me to interfere in danger.

"Look who we got here, ummm let me guess a member of the Reeve mafia?" I asked stalking closer.

"YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG, YOU SHIT!" he screamed.

I couldn't take this disrespect.

I ran to him and punched him hard in his disgusting face. Earning a painful scream off of him.

"ARGH YOU BITCH!" he was bleeding from his nose, I guess I broke it.

"Awww what happened? Did you got hurt?"

That bastard had still the nerve to smile into my face.

"TELL ME WHICH MAFIA YOU BELONG TO AND WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT WITH MY DRUGS!"

He just laughed.

"Who the fuck would want your fucking cheap drugs huh? I'm here for something else." he said smirking. He knew that he was getting on my nerves.