His Light

Misunderstanding

Lilac's Pov

I suddenly felt a heavy feeling over me, and as I opened my eyes, Aiden was hovering over me and holding me down.

"GET OFF ME" I yelled, trying to get free, but then Aiden's hands pressed harshly against my mouth.

"Be quite my wife, I just want to fuck you real quick" Aiden whispered disgustingly close to my ear.

I tried to wiggle myself free, but Aiden's grip on me was tight, he was not letting go.

I began to cry, not knowing what to do anymore.

"Don't cry, you will like it." Aiden said, forcing himself over me.

I began to scream, screaming my lungs out, in hope that someone would hear me and help me.

My eyes shot open, my breathing heavy and my heart pounding in my chest. I was looking around the room, trying to make a sense of everything, as my eyes met Rowan's.

"Lilac, calm down, it's just me here." Rowan said, trying to calm me down while keeping a distance.

I just began to sob heavily, the memories of the call. The girl who picked up instead of Alex, this vivid nightmare, coming all back crashing down on me.

"Lilac, please calm down, it was just a nightmare" Rowan said.

I just stood up, trying to walk outside, I don't want to be here anymore, I hate hospitals, I hate that overwhelming feeling.

I need to get out of here, everything feels like it is trying to suffocate me. I stood up, trying to walk out of here but Rowan walked up to me making me sit gently back on the hospital bed.

"Lilac please calm down it is 3am, it's dangerous outside, you can't just leave all on your own." Rowan said, trying to calm me down. But I wasn't listening.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled, fear overtaking all my senses. Rowan immediately stepped back, putting a distance between us.

"Lilac, look, everything is okay. Calm down." I felt sick, I felt like throwing up.

"Lilac?" Rowan asked, trying to get my attention, but I couldn't hold back anymore, I felt the sour taste in my mouth. I immediately ran to the bathroom, bending over the toilet and throwing up.

I was now sitting on the cold floor, alone, and pained. The room was filled with my pathetic and hurt hiccups.

Please Alex, please have an explanation for all of this, I can't lose the only thing left in my life, I can't lose you.

Rowan run inside, worried.

Out of the blue, I felt something running down my nose, as I tried to wipe it, I saw my hand having some blood on it.

I threw up again, my throat sore and my hands shaking, trying to hold onto the toilett for dear life.

"Lilac, look at me" Rowan said.

As I turned at him, he gasped.

"Lilac your nose is bleeding, shit" he said, trying to help me up. "Let's get you back into the bed, so I can call a doctor and we can get your nose cleaned up."

"Mhm" I said, as Rowan helped me up, walking me to bed.

"Rowan can you bring me a towel. So I can wipe the blood off?"

"Sure thing" Rowan answered.

As we reached the bed I just sat down, as Rowan made his way to take a towel from the bathroom.

"Here Lilac" Rowan rushed back, handing me the towel.

I began to wipe the blood out of my face, while Rowan was just standing here.