His Light

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Alex's Pov

It's been so long since Lilac was kidnapped and I couldn't find her for a month. She had left, just like I told her and everything what has happened to her, happened just because of me. I know I have been an ass to her but I can't help it.

I'M A FUCKING DEMON.

I CAN'T FEEL, I SHOUDN'T BEGIN TO FEEL.

I CANT' LOVE, AND I WILL NEVER.

I JUST DESTROY EVERYTHING I TOUCH.

And the night she called on Aiden's phone I was so relived to hear her voice; her angelic voice. The call hit me with confusion, pain, hatred, anger and hope; I don't know.

Aiden, my fucking half-brother. The asshole nobody likes, kidnapped her.

My mom died the night she found out that my dad has slept with Aiden's mother and that they had a child together. And Aiden blamed me for my mother's and for my father's death.

FUCK, HE WAS THE REASON MY MOTHER DIED. HE WAS THE REASON THEY ARGUED.

I HATE FUCKING EVERYONE. I HATE AIDEN, I HATE MY SO CALLED "FATHER", I HATE THIS WHOLE WORLD.

I just get flashbacks of the night, which evokes pain in me. I was fucking ten years old the night my mom got killed. I never been the same anymore.

I turned into my own demon. I grabbed the knife my father stabbed my mum with and stabbed him in his stomach. Over and over. It was intoxication; it was euphoria.

I was covered in my fathers blood and I liked it. I liked the feeling of killing.

But next to my mom I turned into the child I was, I cried and hugged my mother until someone found me. I didn't wanted to let her go, I wanted to see her smile and kiss me on the cheek. I wanted my mothers warmth. But I had to grow up and forget. I FUCKING HAD TO GROW UP AND FORGET.

At my mom's funeral I promised myself to bury my last feelings and memories together with her.

I left everything behind, leaving just the hatred and anger within me. I was not a kid anymore, I was a demon, a heartless demon with a killing drive. Ready to kill when needed, ready to kill whenever I wanted. I never let anyone in except Rowan and Zac. And now Lilac is trying to step into my life. I can't allow this, I shouldn't allow it. It will destroy her. She's too innocent for me.

But the way she sounded in that phone call made me want to protect her. But I hated the fact, that she was with Aiden. Lilac's pleas were so full of pain, and I had to take the pain away. I collected all my men as fast as I could and made my way to rescue her. It was already the next day and I feared that the wedding ceremony was over, but I still drove there to save her. I will protect her at all cost.

Two hours later I had finally reached Aiden's mansion, my men and I got out of the cars and began shooting around. We killed everyone who dared to step into our way. And when I entered the mansion I made my way directly to the wedding. After I found the ball room, where the wedding ceremony was held, I just got to see how Aiden pulled Lilac by her hair to the ground. I saw red and began to run.

Then he raised his his fist ready to hit her, but I was there on time. I aimed at him and shot him with no hesitation. I aimed perfectly on a part of his stomach where he will bleed out painfully enough. He deserved it. And if he won't get any help on time, he will just bleed out and die. ONE FUCKING PROBLEM LESS.

"Hello brother" I said, and Aiden just looked at me with wide eyes.

Then I heard the most angelic voice talking.