Biracial

Chapter 33:

Rashad.

You've never experienced pain until you've been shot. You can't take getting hit with bullets lightly or like a G. I could've lost my life yesterday and I thank God that I didn't.

Carson is a bitch ass nigga. If he thought he was getting Asia back by killing me, he thought wrong. My nigga, she was gon' stay far as hell away from his ass. I would raise hell from six feet under if she even so much as thought about going back to him. Real talk.

So many questions about yesterday run through my mind constantly.

Why was this psychotic fucker watching her? If he saw her get in the car with me, he had to have been near us the whole time. Then followed me home because to my knowledge, he had no idea as to where I lived. Bro noooo.

I wonder who and why somebody bailed his crazy ass out of jail in the first place. He's clearly unstable and in need of dire help. I hope this was enough to finally convict him of some shit.

I don't leave the hospital until tomorrow, so Monday, which is also the last day of Asia's suspension. Her crazy ass, man.

I hope and pray that Chasity stays the fuck away from her. If she was smart, she'd know better.

I'm still mad about her moving out here, knowing good and damn well I don't fuck with her like that. We stayed on opposite sides of the country. I was cool with that and the simple conversations we rarely ever had. We never had shit, and honestly weren't going to be shit but good friends and a quick nut when needed.

Yes, I've seen all the shit she posted but I chose to ignore it. Simply because I don't need the extra drama, and because my girlfriend would be in jail and I'd be dead for even acknowledging her. I'm good with living. I just want her to leave me alone.

Her number? Been deleted since the fight.
Messages? Gone.
Pictures from the movies? When was that?

Anything that had to do with her, is gone. I'm just focused on me, school and my leading lady. Who, by the way, is slumped on my chest.

She came back this morning because I asked her to. It's lonely as fuck in this room. People came by, checking up on me and wishing me a healthy and quick recovery. How people even found out, ion know. But most people brought cards and balloons and shit. My grandparents came by a little earlier, but had somewhere to be. I was glad because I ain't want to have to deal with my GNa starting shit.

I still need to talk to her about her attitude and dislike towards Asia. She ain't did shit to her, so ion know what the problem is.

The pain in my shoulder and arm started to get intense, making me realize I hadn't had any medication for it since the last time so like three this morning when it wore off.

I bit my lip, trying to keep the discomforting noises in as I tilted my head back and squeezed my eyes shut. I felt Asia move and extend her arm across my chest.

Moments later, my nurse walked in the room, medicine in hand.

"I got it." Asia took the pills from her, and gave them to me, giving me the water she was drinking from before she fell asleep.

"Thank you." I groaned and prayed this medicine kicked in fast.

She positioned herself on my chest once again, with her hand on my stomach.

"You guys are adorable." The nurse's name is Gia and she's been super giddy since I've had her.

"Thanks."

"No problem. My shift ends before your next dosage and I don't know who'll be taking over. But I wish you the best." I nodded and politely smiled so she would shut up and leave.