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College (ahhhhh) pt 2 + other vents

i'm graduating high school this year.

holy shit.

i took senior pictures this past week, and my mom started tearing up when the photographer showed us the photos of me in the drape.

then the photographer put me in my graduation gown.

my mom started crying for real and i kind of teared up but thankfully no one noticed too busy seeing my mom with like actual tears coming from her eyes and needing a tissue lol

anyway

college apps opened august 1st and i've done nothing except some general info 🙃

it genuinely scares me

i only have three schools i want to apply to (only have three i CAN apply to bc of my major) and what do i do if i don't get into any?? what do i do if i tour them and get into the one i hated most?? what do i do whatdoidowhatdoido

ajdhkadjwbdkwnkwnddkw

i just...

i just want to go to sleep and not wake up until after this process is done and i want to wake up to three (3) acceptance letters.

😭😭😭

I HAVE NO EXTRA CURRICULARS

IM AN INTROVERTED SOCIALLY AWKWARD DUMBASS WHO TOOK FIVE MONTHS TO BECOME COMFORTABLE ENOUGH AT THEIR PLACE OF WORK (a RESTAURANT) TO ORDER FOOD AND EAT IT ON THE CLOCK.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LOOK WELL ROUNDED

sighs

idk that's

idk

it's been a long weekend.. worked 20 hours hahA

i'm just so tired of literally everything

yeah i'm gonna stop now

bye