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A Beautiful Something

So. You all know my family recently got a puppy.

So I'm curled up on my sofa rn with a cup of tea and the puppy is asleep on the floor and I just felt like writing a beautiful something about something.

But I've been blocked creatively for quite some time now, so I've decided to write about,

Well,

Me.

so first off I combed through this book and got rid of some parts and deleted some paragraphs in other parts because they were sort of cringe-y, and I found my collar with farida and realized "hey I have new glasses now cool new picture" so yeah. These are my new glasses (though I've had em for like a month now):

Okay. So on to my beautiful something. About me.

I am the girl who sits quietly in class while everyone erupts in noise around her.

I am the girl who seems so quiet, so shy, until you encounter her around her closest friends.

I am the girl who considers almost everyone a friend, but is too afraid to talk with them directly.

I am the girl who wants to be closer to the cute, quiet boy who sits across the room from her in social studies, even though they've never talked.

I am the girl who is constantly fascinated by the beauty of the people at her school.

I am the girl who will sometimes feel she is a part of the beauty, but will mainly hide in her sweatshirt as the girl who reads when there is free time in class.

I am the girl who's favorite class is u.s. history because she finds government and politics fascinating.

I am the girl who is terrified of getting a B on a report card.

I am the girl who people say to that it's impossible for her to get a B because she's so smart, yet when she protests, they laugh and tell her that she's much smarter than them. I'm probably not.

I am the girl who worries about school and the future.

I am the girl who fantasizes about falling in love and living a beautiful life with someone, far away from the standards of society.

I am the girl who makes herself a cup of tea just about every week.

I am the girl who is very enthusiastic about softball, but never wants to go to any practices.

I am the girl who loves to be around her extended family.

I am the girl that loves to feel beautiful, to wear dresses and skirts and flowing tops, but is too scared of sticking out to do so.

I am the girl who hides away in her room, listening to music and writing, or doing a puzzle or coloring.

I am the girl that is afraid of ordering at a restaurant, and the girl that doesn't know how to ask a question well.

I am the girl who's sarcasm is so thick, sometimes you can't tell if she's serious or sarcastic.

I am the girl who thinks about everything embarrassing she's done in the past.

I am the girl that is me.

I am a girl that is a beautiful something.