Toxic

Ch 14: embarrassment.

Kyrah's POV { EDITED}

It's late night and I haven't heard from Stephen since he said he would kill me for thinking about his enemy and how my cooch got wet to that.

I'm just all around the broad weird but aye as long as Stephen like that...I'm good.

For the rest of the day till now I've been covering emails, talking to Ryder and some men, and playing with Elijah.

I'm about tired now but I haven't ate. So I went downstairs and into the kitchen to make some food.

With a sigh, I look in the cabinet and instantly my stomach turned at all the food that was in here but I knew I had too.

I grabbed ramen and grabbed a pot. Filling it up with water and putting it on the stove, I turned it on. I stood there and waited. My mind moving on to where Stephen could be.

I had saw him leave the house but never returned.

I was a little bit worried about him. 

As the pot of water boiled I opened the pack of ramen and put my noodles in. Then I went back to my thoughts.

I miss my dad. I haven't really spoke to him in a little bit. I should go see him tomorrow.

"You alright? You've been in your head a little too much lately." I heard someone say and I look up to see Stephen.

"I'm good." I said as he walked over and stood next to me.

He took the fork out my hand and started finishing up my ramen. "I could do that you know?" I said as he turned the stove off, poured the water out and put it in a bowl.

"I know, but I want to help." He put the packet in, added pepper and old bay and mixed it up.

"Where did you go?" I asked sitting at the island. "I had to do something at one of my warehouses." He said handing me my food and sitting next to me.

I began eating and it was a comfortable silence. With each bite I took my stomach turned with disgust.

"Want some?" I asked him. He chuckled and took the bowl from me. I was happy on the inside that he took it because I was finishing it.

It was silent again, both of us being caught up in our head.

He was about to give it back but I hurried up and shook my head. I would throw up if I ate another bite.

He finished the food, put it in the sink and walked over to me.

Both of us didn't say a word. We just looked at each other.

Admiring each other's features.

He wrapped his hand around my neck but it wasn't a tight hold. He brought me closer and our foreheads touched.

Without warning, his lips was on mine.

I was shocked for a second or two,  but soon ended up kissing him back.

It was a passionate kiss that both of us waited so long for.

And you could tell we both waited by the way our lips moved in little rush.

My stomach was filled with butterflies as we both slowly pulled away to breath. He wasn't really finish though.

Once he left my lips he made his way to my neck.

Leaving feather like kisses from my shoulder up to my ear. "I'm sorry,  I couldn't wait anymore." He told me .

Reality hit me like a truck and I look down. "I'm getting kind of tired. Goodnight." I grabbed my phone, went around him, and went right up the steps.

Leaving him alone there with the thought that I didn't enjoy it.

I'm sorry.

Once I made it to my room, I closed the door and sat on my bed with a sigh. Embarrassment settled in my stomach now.

I know for sure he's embarrassed too.

But I can't fall for him.

Not now at least. I don't want to relive the same thing I went thorough with him.

The betrayal, the hurt, the heartbreak, the trauma, the abuse...I was too scared.

I wasn't ready.

Him now lingering in my mind as I move to what happened to my mom.

When I find him, it's over. He's going to die with my bare hands.

He better die before I get to him.

CLIFFHANGER.