Pictured In My Memories | Cha Eunwoo ASTRO

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Jin-ae POV:

It was all black.. I couldn't see anything nor hear anything.. but it was somehow...

Peaceful.

No problems, worries, worries about mock trials or anything like that.. yea

Suddenly I heard the door open.

??- "Jin-ae-ah..."

A male voice said.

Is this Minjun?-

??- "Did it not hit you hard enough?"

He said in a frustrated tone.

Ahahahahhaha, too bad I'm still alive

Suddenly he started silently laughing to himself.

Minjun- "I mean, it was enough to crack ur skull, correct? It was enough to make you lose your memory. Why couldn't it just do it's goddamn job properly?"

Then there was silence...

Minjun- "If that didn't kill you.."

Why is it suddenly silent..? Where'd his voice go?-

Minjun- "This hopefully will"

What?

I heard footsteps coming towards me— and suddenly it felt harder to breathe, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't move on my own but I could hear everything...

Am I in a coma?

Someone suddenly barged into the room and his voice echoed throughout.

??- "What do you think you're doing?!"

Eunwoo...?

The moment I woke up.. it's like suddenly all my memories were erased. I didn't know anyone, I didn't remember anything, I felt so out of place... it made me feel like crap.

But those memories came back quite quickly, the long awaited memories that I was so scared of losing finally made me come back to my senses and I finally felt like me again.

Despite that... I thought that maybe it was better if I left it off as when I forgot everything.. I kept myself as that Jin-ae for everyone to see... especially him.

Even after everything that hurt because of him, I wanted to keep him close by at least until the rest of my stay.. I lost him once and I don't believe in second chances but I didn't wanna drift away again.

I didn't want to waste this last chance of making more little moments with him, even if it wasn't as a lover.

The outside me wiped all memories, everything.. just like what Minjun wanted...

But.. the moment he spoke..

The moment I was able to finally recognize his voice.

When Eunwoo spoke...

Hearing that voice...

His voice...

I hate that I left him..

I left him in a way, in a terrible way

I left him without telling him the truth..