Letters for Rose {to be continued}

Dear Rose, (40)

Everything people say I record so later I can evaluate how hypocrite they are. They judge people for leaving others when they need the most but they always do. They judge the ones who use others but guess what? They always do. They even judge people for the way they express their feelings and when it comes to them they screw everything up. So, please people, stop judging. I don't really like it. I don't appreciate it either. And I'm sure others don't appreciate it as well. But, the important thing about all of this is, for once I'll try not to judge you for leaving me! You surely had your reasons. And there it is. I don't judge you for anything you ever did even though I don't agree or support it. I don't agree that you, or any other person, should leave others without an explanation. I don't support your decision to ruin a friendship of a lifetime just because things got a bit tough. I don't really support that but at least I won't judge you for that. I now only hope that you haven't regret your drastic decisions. Cause I've been learning that regret sucks. So, whatever you do, do it with no regrets. I now regret whatever I did that was the final drop for you to leave. You two. He must have had a final drop with me as well. Don't you think? Oh, by the way Rosalie, do you know where he is? Can you tell him that I love him? Of course you can't. Because he doesn't care. What an innocent little girl I became. And what a shame. Oh man, I really need to change. This doesn't look good. A change is needed. Please contact me if you know about any change I might need. Best regards.

Cathy