Something that is bothering me is that I know things and I know nothing about you. Why? Why don't you just say something? How could we get where we are now? All these questions are trapped in my mind because saying goodbye is never easy, saying goodbye is never quick... it requires too much energy, too many hard hours and so many difficult times. Energy I no longer have. Requires times sitting apart, alone, just thinking about everything that is happening in my life. And, in that exact moment when you feel angry but not in pain, in that moment you just know that you lost someone. At that moment your soul just realizes that this one friend, this one person is not part of you anymore. Now I wonder, why cannot my soul just let you go? Why? Only the words 'let you go' hurt me so much inside but the truth is we are not together anymore and I have to learn how to live without you, how to let you go even if it hurts me. No matter what.
Cathy
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Letters for Rose {to be continued}
Non-FictionBased on a true story this is the life of a teenager girl after she loses her best friend and her boyfriend!
