Hopelessness makes youreach out to the devil. Hopelessness is a Demon growing inside you and eatingyou his way out. Hopelessness is the worse feeling a human being can ever feel.That's me now. Hopeless. So I guess I can compare myself to a Demon. I'm anEvil spone moaning and writting is way in life and that's not okay. It's notokay with me anyway. I'm sick of this heart made of ice, I'm sick of this wholethat never heals, sick of this deafening silence, sick of this excruciatingpain. After all I'm human, what more can I take? So, if I am a demon, then youare na angel. If i'm na hopeless person, then you're hope in person. If I'm apathetic little girl, then you're a strong ass woman. If I'm hurting, I bet you'redoing fine. Cause I'm the weak and you're the strong one. As you always were.So, we have figured I'm hopeless, and I have indeed reached out to the devil. I'vewished stupid things, I've wished the end of this life, I've wished sorrow uponothers and none of that is right. And most importantly none of that it's me. Orat least not my normal human version. That can only be my demon hopelessversion. I can't find any other explanation. You left, he left and I'm lefthere hopelessly wishing you back. What a hopeless waste of time. But I'venohing else to do. So, here I am. Hopelessly dreaming.
Cathy
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Letters for Rose {to be continued}
Non-FictionBased on a true story this is the life of a teenager girl after she loses her best friend and her boyfriend!
