Your absence is making me cold and introverted. I can't share anything with anyone and it is threatening my life and some of my friendships. I live in fear of everything. Fear that anything comes to normal. Fear that you or him don't come back. Fear of others' feelings... Fear is such a strong word. I actually used not to be afraid of almost anything but now simple little things scare me. Your disappearance affects me in so many levels. First of all, he went with you. It feels like two parts of my sould are gone. Second, you promised you'd take care of me, you'd protect me, you'd stay no matter what, remember? You broke all that promises, it hurts too. Third, how do you think I will survive without you? This is the only challenge I'd not like or even try to get through, living without you and him. And here we are. Here I am. Where are you? Are you still here? I can't see you.
Cathy
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Letters for Rose {to be continued}
Non-FictionBased on a true story this is the life of a teenager girl after she loses her best friend and her boyfriend!
