How many times will it rain before the sun lights up the sky? How many times will it freeze before it's warm again? How many times will I have to cry before I smile again? How many times will I have to suffer before I can purely be happy? How many times will I have to fall asleep before I can open my eyes? How many times will I have to fall before I learn? How many times will I have to say that I love you before I realise how much I actually do love you. How many times will it hurt before I can't feel the pain? I wonder this things out of despair cause I now know that you only know what you have once you lose it. I never gave a crap about the sun, never cared about my sleep or the warmth of summer but know I care about those things but more importantly I care about the pain. I just want it to stop. Cause once I learned that, I actually learned something else: I wanna be able to appreciate life and all the things that really matter. I wanna feel the love, I wanna experience things, I wanna see and feel new things. I wanna soak up the sun again, be happy and learn. I wanna like to fall asleep without being hunted by the failures of my past. I wanna starting living again, after you. With you. Because there are too many pretty things to fall in love with.
Cathy
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Letters for Rose {to be continued}
Non-FictionBased on a true story this is the life of a teenager girl after she loses her best friend and her boyfriend!
