Letters for Rose {to be continued}

Dear Rose, (35)

This letter won't be about you although it is for you. This letter will be dedicated to the one person you decided to take with you when you left. You know how c he meant to me, and you still took him away. Anyway, until now I still feel that he was the one. I am probably wrong as I always am but I have that feeling and even though I try to ignore it, it just won't go away. He was the one, maybe not the one for me to spend my whole life with but he was the one to make me happy after darkness, to make me laugh after a storm, to make me live after death, to make me sing after complete silence. He was the one. No, obviously he wasn't perfect but I'm not either so I still believe we deserved each other. He won't miss me as much as I miss him but that's okay cause neither will you. I never tried to be for him the person he was for me. It's exactly like between you and me. I don't blame him cause I know he meant no harm. But it was your job telling him to stay and fight for me. I guess there's a person to blame after all. Anyway, he's not the person on my mind at every second as he used to be. He now appears when my mind can't stand you anymore but sometimes it's even harder to stand him so I've been jumping thoughts, between yours and his, ones harder than the ones before.

Cathy