Dear Rose, (5)

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My moral teacher, probably my favourite teacher, asked us to do an activity called 'the project of my life'. This work raised my interest and made me think about what I want to do from here. I don't think I can share all my thoughts and my expectations with other people but I try to be as honest as possible. How can I tell people that I totally hate everything they wanna be? How can I say to others that I want to be everything they despise? I'm scared you know? I'm scared of not having anyone to share my opinions, my thoughts, my hopes, my dreams with... The only one I think I can talk to about my dreams is Natalie! Anyway, it's very difficult to talk to people when you don't know if they will judge you and laugh about it or if they just don't understand. It's hard. It's kind of an impossible thing for me to imagine and I just can't forget or stop thinking about the future and all the things I really want to do. You were the person I could talk to about these things. I knew that I could trust you that kind of things, but I no longer can. Once again, it hurts.

Cathy

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