Letters for Rose {to be continued}

Dear Rose, (22)

I've been struggling with people I miss. I mean, not only you or him, but people I no longer have or people who are away from me too. I'm missing my daddy so terribly much, I wish he was here cause he always makes me feel special, something I don't feel anymore. I also miss my grandfather, my momma's daddy, who once was my best friend. He loved me so much, I can tell you that. With him I learned how to be strong. I miss my brothers. I hope they are okay. I hope grandpa has found them and they are safe. I also hope they are proud of me, I want to think they are but I honestly don't know. No one knows. I miss my aunt that passed away and my great grandmother who isn't with us anymore. I miss my cousins whom I see one time a year and a lot of my family members I don't always see. I miss some of my friends who are gone, like the ones who live in other countries too. I miss stuff. I miss people. I also miss me. I miss feeling fulfilled. Since I haven't been feeling anything for a very long time, I miss almost everything! Don't you miss it too? At least some of that? Cause I miss you, even thought I shouldn't.

Cathy