Warming the Ice Queen's Tears

Chapter 33.2

Chapter 33.2.

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I know where you hide

Alone in your car

Know all of the things that make you who you are

My mind was singing along with the music from my phone. Napagdesisyonan kong magjogging since medyo matagal ko na itong di nagagawa at medyo maaga naman akong nagising. Simula kasi nang tanggihan ako ni Rainne noon, puro trabaho nalang ang inaasikaso ko maliban sa mga bata. I wanted to divert my attention to anything beside Rainne and I did anything to do that. Gumamit pa nga ako ng ibang tao para lang don pero nang malapit ko na siyang makalimutan.

I know that goodbye

Means nothing at all

Comes back and begs me catch me every time she falls

 

Then comes the time that I thought I moved on. Sa tingin ko nga okay na ko kahit papano at kaya ko nang tumingin sa mga mata niya nang hindi naaapektuhan. Na kaya ko nang hindi masaktan kapag kasama niya ang ibang lalaki. The thought that I could stop myself from hugging her when she's around. Akala ko lang pala yon dahil sa boses at ilang haplos niya lang, nahulog na naman ako ng sobrang lalim.

Tap on my window

Knock on my door

I...want to make you feel beautiful

 

I fished my phone on my pants' pocket to see the time. Alas-sais bente kwatro na at malapit nang magising ang babaeng mahal ko. Napangiti ako at pinunasan ang pawis ko sa noo bago ko ibulsa ang telepono at tumakbo pauwi.

Masarap sa pakiramdam ang paligid. Mahangin at hindi masyadong mainit. Payapa dahil sa mga puno, huni ng ibon at iba pang nag-eehersisyo kasama ang alaga nilang aso. Binabati nila ako at ganun din ako sa kanila.

I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile.

 

Binilisan ko pa ng konti ang pagtakbo. She usually wakes up at seven at gusto kong ako ang magluto ng breakfast ngayon and it's been one month and a week since we labeled our relationship. I wanted to give her breakfast in bed since I almost kept her awake the whole night.

I remembered clearly in my mind, the sound of her moans, her kisses-her sweet tongue on mine, those tight embraces and the way she shivered before her release. Lahat yon ay hindi ko makakalimutan at parang ramdam ko parin hanggang ngayon ang ito.

May isang bagay lang akong inaalala sa tuwing nagtatalik kami. Whenever I tried to be on top when I was about to go inside her, nakikita ko sa mga mata niya ang pagkataranta at pagkatakot.

And she will be loved

And she will be loved