Felix panted softly, collecting his bearings while Chan cleaned him off. "Let's take a shower." Chan requested, smiling fondly at the blonde who hid his body under the blankets. Felix took the hand Chan held out for him, using a blanket to cover his body while they walked to the bathroom together.
Felix watched as the brunette started the shower, grabbing two towels from the closet and setting them on the bathroom counter. This would be the first time Felix ever showered with somebody. He bit his lip, unable to control the thoughts of having shower sex with Chan.
"Come on, Lix." Chan said, hopping in the shower. The blonde watched as the older man ran his hands through his hair while water danced down his body. Felix bit his lip, watching as Chan's body glistened from the liquid. His eyes remained closed while his mouth was partly open. He opened his eyes, wiping the water away before giving Felix a confused look.
"Is everything okay?" He asked, growing concerned.
"Y-yes!" Felix quickly said, looking away with a blush on his cheeks."Come in then." Chan giggled, reaching a hand out to the blonde once more. Felix swallowed hard, slowly taking the blanket off of his body, blushing profusely when Chan let out a low chuckle.
"Is this why you don't want to come in?" Chan asked, eyes growing dark with lust. He cupped Felix's hard member, jerking him off at a slow pace. He couldn't help but get turned on watching Chan. The way he grew dominant so fast turned Felix on more. He just looked so hot. The blonde gasped, moaning when Chan stroked his member with his wet hand, causing it to feel even better than usual.
The older man pulled Felix into the shower, taking the blonde by surprise. He pushed his back onto the shower wall, smirking when Felix shut his eyes, moaning the faster Chan stroked him. "We just had sex and you're already hard again?" Chan growled, biting his lip while he watched Felix crumble under his touch.
"You're already so needy for me. You can't even hold back anymore." Chan smirked, wet body leaning against Felix's dry body. He painted kisses on the blonde's neck, nibbling gently at the skin. He stroked the blonde faster, causing Felix to cry out loudly.
"I-I" Felix said, unable to form a sentence while he held tightly onto Chan. He felt that familiar of pleasure pool in his belly, throwing his head back while he reached his orgasm. "C-cumming!" Felix cried out, nails digging into Chan's back while he rode out his orgasm. Chan groaned at the feeling of Felix clawing at his back, smirking while he watched Felix's face contort with pleasure.
He didn't dare stop though. He had a kink for overstimulation, continuing to pump the blonde while he cried out. "C-Channie!" Felix whimpered, knees almost giving out while his eyes rolled back. "It's too much!" He cried out, nearly falling when Chan went faster. The older man held tightly onto Felix to prevent him from falling. "Take it." He growled, loving how Felix fell apart under his touch.
"P-please!" Felix moaned, the pleasure becoming too much to bare. "Fine, fine. I'll stop." Chan smiled, pulling away from the blonde. He kissed his soft lips before directing Felix to the water. Felix felt weak, still dazed from his high. He looked down, noticing that Chan was hard. "L-let me..." Felix breathed out, reaching for Chan's member.
"It's okay, Lix. Let me clean you." Chan said, reaching for the shampoo bottle and squirting some on his hands. He lathered Felix's blonde hair thoroughly with the apple scented soap, gently massaging his scalp. Felix purred at the feeling, smiling happily while Chan washed his hair.
The older man felt his heart dance in his chest. Felix looked so cute. He was so in love with the blonde. He rinsed Felix's hair, making sure there was no soap left before putting some conditioner on the ends of his blonde locks.
He reached for Felix's sponge, lathering it up with some body wash. He gently scrubbed the blonde's small body, starting from his shoulders and working his way down. He cleaned every part of Felix's body thoroughly before he began cleaning himself.
"Stop." Felix pouted, snatching the shampoo bottle from Chan and putting some on his hands. He pulled the older man towards him, repeating the same things Chan did to him. He cleaned his hair and body, watching as all the suds washed off his body while he rinsed off. Felix couldn't help but admire Chan.
When the brunette opened his eyes, he smiled at Felix, kissing his nose. The blonde blushed, never tearing his eyes away from Chan's. He slowly leaned in, kissing Chan passionately.
"I love you, Lix." Chan said, unable to contain his feelings. He really did love Felix, despite all the shit he's had to deal with for years. He could honestly say putting up with him for this long was finally starting to pay off. His dreams of being with the blonde were slowly coming true. He couldn't contain the warmth in his heart while he stared fondly at Felix.
"I-if it wasn't obvious enough, you're the person I was talking about when I said I had feelings for someone." Felix blushed, looking away while his heart beat heavily in his chest. "It was pretty obvious." Chan smirked, pulling Felix into a tight hug. "No it wasn't!" Felix scoffed, though he knew Chan was right. He has always been horrible at hiding his emotions. Chan held him close, the warm shower water hitting his back.
"T-thank you for dealing with me for this long. I'm sorry I've been so horrible to you all these years. I-I appreciate you a lot." Felix shyly spoke. He wanted to say he loved Chan, but the words wouldn't quite form. It felt good to finally admit his feelings and break free from his prison.
"Go on a date with me." Chan blurted out, pulling away from Felix. The blonde's face looked so pretty. Chan felt so lucky to have somebody like Felix in his life. "S-sure." He blushed, growing giddy at the request. He's never been on a date before.
"Great! I already have everything planned for tomorrow!" Chan excitedly said, smiling brightly at Felix. They both dried themselves off, getting dressed and falling asleep in Chan's bed that same night. Felix couldn't really contain his excitement for tomorrow. After all, he's always wanted to go on a date with Chan.
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