I'll Love You No Matter What - John

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Requested?: No

Prompt: None

Type of oneshot: Fluff

Song Used (If Songfic): None

Reader's Relations: You be a Schuyler sister, also you're already dating him in this

Timing/AU: Modern/College AU

Warnings: None/Sad Reader-Chan (If anything else is this triggers you guys, please tell me and I'll add it as a warning)

Other notes: WHY DO I KEEP MAKING READER-CHAN SAD? Also, wtf is wrong with me? On my OneNote for oneshots this is the 8th that is for John (Three of which I've written already and have been published).... I have a problem.....

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"You know how I see our future (Y/n)?"

"How?" I asked taking my head off of this shoulder. The two of us were snuggled up on the sofa in mine and Eliza's shared dorm, my sister herself hanging out with Alex.

"Us, in a house, surrounded by lots of small children running around us that are miniature versions of us!"

I froze up slightly. There was something I still hadn't told John: Since I'd been in a car accident when I was sixteen, I was going to be unable to have children biologically.

"(Y/n)? You okay?"

Shit... he noticed I froze up.

"Y-yeah... I'm fine. I just remembered Angie asked me to come over to her dorm to revise for our Geography test together, got to go." I stood up abruptly and dashed out of the dorm. I dashed to Angelica and Peggy's shared dorm and knocked on the door. The minute it was open, I flung myself onto the person who'd opened it and sobbed.

"(Y/n)?! What's wrong?"

I looked up, "Angie, is Peggy here? Or anyone else?"

"Nope! It's just me. Tell me what's wrong." I closed the door and she sat on the sofa, pulling me next to her, "Come on, tell your big sister what's up." I sniffled and wiped my eyes, "S-so you know how I got in that accident a few years ago and the condition it left me in?" She nodded and motioned for me to continue, "Well, I never told John about it and h-he s-still doesn't know a-and just n-now we were on t-the sofa a-and he brought up that i-in the future he s-sees us 'surrounded by miniature versions of us'. I-I just don't want him t-to break up w-with me when h-he finds out."

She pulled me into a hug, "It's okay (Y/n). Calm. Listen to me, John won't break up with you. He loves you too much to do that. And there's always adoption if you can't have kids biologically."

I smiled and wiped my tears, "Thanks, Angie, you al-" before I could finish my sentence, the door burst open, "PILLOW FIGHT!" and a pillow was chucked at my face. I sighed. "Laf, that's not funny," I spoke, picking the pillow up and putting it back in his hands.

"Mon ami, what's up? You normally love pillow fights."

"I'm just not in the mood today," I replied walking out the dorm leaving him and Herc, who had followed him in, surprised and Angelica with a disappointed look on her face. I walked down the hall back to mine and Eliza's dorm only for my face to heat up and I walked back down the hall.

"(Y/n)?! (Y/n) there you are! I've been looking for yo- why are you crying?" I didn't care that it was John at that point even though I didn't really want to talk to him, I still did, "Oh John! Would you mind if I slept on the sofa of yours' and Alex's dorm tonight? I don't really want to go back to mine. Especially with what is happening in there right now."

"Of course."

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"Sooooooooo............... you gonna tell me why you ran out yesterday claiming you had to to do some Geography with Angelica?"

I sighed, "John, before I tell you, I will let you know that I will fully support the decision with whatever you decide to do after I tell you." He nodded, "Wait... you're not going to tell me you're pregnant, right?!"

I sighed and looked away, "N-no, it's not that. In fact it's the exact opposite."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

I took a deep breath, "John, I can't have kids in the future, like I will never be able to." I looked down at my lap preparing for him to break up with me. I knew he wanted to have kids in the future and I knew he'd break up with me.

"(Y/n), look at me."

When I refused to, he took my chin in his hand, "(Y/n), I don't care about that. Whether you can have kids or not, I'm not going to break up with you. Yes, I would like kids in the future, but we can always adopt."

I smiled, "R-really? You're not going to break up with me?"

"I'd never think of it, (Y/n). I love you so so so much. I don't care if you can't have biological childr-" I cut him off by pushing him down on the sofa and hugging him, "Thank you."

I soon ended up falling asleep on him after not getting a good sleep the night before due to stressing on how I was going to tell him I couldn't have children.

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So... I randomly thought of this and thought John would be good for it... I promise I will take a break from John now and write for some other characters... I'm working on a new chapter that has the number of oneshots for each character on it and how many I'm working on/are in the works for each character.....

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