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"𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮-𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨.."

4:00 𝘼𝙈

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"𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘬! 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳'𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘹 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩!"

"𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘬𝘢. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘭𝘶𝘵." my mouth dropped open. I couldn't do anything but stare at him in disbelief.

"𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰' 𝘩𝘰𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘴! 𝘢𝘪𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵!" I felt like I couldn't breathe. I opened my mouth to respond.

"𝘼𝙍𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙁𝙐𝘾𝙆𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙆𝙄𝘿𝘿𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙀 𝙍𝙄𝙃𝙈𝙀𝙀𝙆?!? 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙃𝘼𝙑𝙀𝙉'𝙏 𝘽𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝙊𝙈𝙀 𝙄𝙉 𝘼 𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙆! 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙏𝙊𝙊𝙆 𝙈𝙔 𝙑𝙄𝙍𝙂𝙄𝙉𝙄𝙏𝙔! 𝙄𝙑'𝙀 𝘼𝙇𝙒𝘼𝙔𝙎 𝘽𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙇𝙊𝙔𝘼𝙇 𝙏𝙊 𝙔𝙊𝙐!" wrong move.

A hard slap came across my face. the hit was so hard I had to regain my balance after. I couldn't believe it.

'𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘭𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦.." I said on the verge of tears.

meek just looked at me. disgust covering his features.

"𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵. 𝘯𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘭𝘶𝘵. 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘰' 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘪𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦." He retorted with venom lacing his words. I felt like I was in a daze.

"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.. 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵?!" I was full on crying now. Rihmeek had a history of hitting me. Each time he would, it was the same thing. he was sorry, he would never do it again. I would forgive him each time, because in some way I still loved him.

He didn't even apologize this time..

"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙮! 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞'𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩! He screamed at me. He started to turn around and gather his coat, picking up the keys to the car. I started to run after him but he pushed me away with so much force that I crashed into the kitchen counter.

"𝘞-𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨?? 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵!" I croaked out while holding my head. The impact hurt me so bad I could barely speak. He slowly turned back to me.

"𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶! 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰' 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘔𝘖𝘕𝘋𝘈𝘠. 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺." He then walked out and slammed the door behind him, knocking down the picture frames on the wall. I slowly crawled over to the picture. I forced a sad smile.