Para sa Second Chance

Chapter 54 - Nine hundred Light Years (R-18)

Author's note:

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Rated SPG
R-18

This chapter contains materials and words that are not suitable for young readers. Strict Parental Guidance is recommended.

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Chinno's kisses were different. Hindi ko alam kung hindi ko nalang matandaan ang pakiramdam ng mga halik niya o binago na 'yon ng panahon. His kisses were harsh at alam kong sa galit galing ang mga halik niya. I was caught off guard, hindi ko ineexpect na ngayon na. I wasn't at all expecting that he would kiss me and would claim me today. I tried to push him away but he was too strong for me. I was drowning in his kisses at alam kong anytime, bibigay na ako. Hindi ko kasi 'to napaghandaan, parang gusto ko munang maligo bago namin gawin ang dapat namin gawin.

"Chinno, please stop. Pwede bang maligo muna ako?" I asked in between kisses. He just chuckled but still not breaking our kiss. "Chinno... I can't remember if I shaved or not! So please stop." I begged. Nakakahiya kasi! Ang mga ganitong bagay kasi ay pinaghahandaan ng sobra pero buti nalang talaga I did clean myself earlier this morning. iI made a mental note to myself na yayain si Alex sa waxing salon later tonight.

He stopped and looked at me and said, "You're perfect." I felt warmth in my heart at mukhang hindi na siya galit. He then maneuvered me closer, lifted me and started kissing me again. Hindi ko na kaya, I want to give in and I will!

I wrapped my legs around his waist and put my two hands at the back of his head, pulling him closer and kissing him stronger. His hands are both on my thigh, carrying me and I was running out of hair. His kisses travelled from my lips, to my neck and after he lifted me higher, to my chest. He was focused on both of my mounds and played with it. Sh*t! The feeling was very new to me and it was the first time I heard myself moan. I liked what I heard.

We continued what we were doing but I then felt a lump on my throat. Napaisip ako bigla na ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Apat na taon kaming hindi nagkita then suddenly, I was in his bed. Parang ayoko pa yata. Pero bakit ganon? Traydor ang katawan ko. I was responding to him and we were again in rhythm. Pero hindi lang pagkabilis ng mga pangyayari ang dahilan kung bakit parang ayoko pa. A part of me is scared. Ang dami kong what ifs, ang dami kong inhibitions. Natatakot ako sa kung anong pwedeng mangyari. Natatakot ako sa kung anong pwede niyang maramdaman pagkatapos nito. Natatakot akong hindi niya magustuhan dahil hindi ako marunong. Natatakot akong iwan niya ako because he was not satisfied. Higit sa lahat, natatakot ako kasi gusto ko, gusto ko 'to. Gusto kong makuha niya ako at ipinangako ko sa sarili ko na makukuha niya ako.

"Chinno... I'm scared." I finally said it and all the walls I've built for four years had tumbled down. I have exposed my heart and soul to man who's giving me kisses that I'll never forget.

"I'm here and this time, I will never let you go." he answered taking away my fear.

Inihiga niya ako sa kama, at sandali siyang humiwalay sa akin when he decided to take his shirt off. Anak ng tinapay! Ang sarap magpandesal sa hapon! The man standing in front of me was not the boy whom I loved four years ago; I am now looking at a Greek God. Nagsusumigaw si 6-pack abs and si chiseled chest! When he went on top of me, wala sa sarili na hinawakan ko ang kanyang dibdib pababa sa mga pandesal niya. (>//<)

"Ano? Lalo kang nainlove?" he playfully asked.

"Sh*t Chinno. Nakakapaso ka!" I was teasing.

He just laughed and said, "I love you and will love you for the rest of my life." And I fell again and I fell harder than the first time I fell.